there r still good people in da world

yesterday, i went to pay my debt at singer Tambunan. it is when im moving in to the quarters here near my school where i desperately need refrigerator. and it was the first and last thing i put on ccm. hehehehhe...anyway, i just want to talk about my handphone k550i SE. when i was got out from our car, suddenly my handphone rang. that was honey who called me. i answered the phone while walking to the singer's counter. when approaching the counter, i hung up the phone call, and which i didnt realised i put the phone on the counter table. after done all the business, i just walk away from the shop without realising my handphone was leaved behind. When i reached honey's school, i search all over my handbag and i realised i leave my hp at the store. i ask student to call honey from the staffroom. when he reached the car, i show him some pity face and before i telling him, he already know about my HP. he said the HP was leave at the singer. am so lucky i still can have my Hp back. if, if i am in somewhere else, for sure i wouldnt get my hp back but not here in Tambunan where most of the people know u. Thanks to the worker at the singer for return my HP

What is going to our future generation?

Dis morning, during our short meeting, the pricipapal talking about managing the problem student. yess..we are facing the students who always come with problems. 2nd period is teaching my own class. as their class teacher, like usual i will record the students' s attendance, classroom cleanliness and checking if all student are in good conditions.
during my lesson, suddenly 2 of my student enter the class. they claim that they was meeting up with discipline teacher as i know there i among the problem students, always escape class and sometimes making problem.
after awhile, i ask the student incharge to clean the blackboard. the student incharge for cleaning is one of the student who just came in the class. he was in front of class cleaning the blacboard and i was standing beside him. and i smell alcohol from its breath. i think i standing about 3 feets from him. OMG, he is only 14 years old and he is already involved with alcohol?
i just dunno what to do to him. what i know he is going to be thrown out from school soon.
i just feel sad to him. what he will do when he is not going to school anymore? if he is accepted to the school, he will never learn his lesson. he will always escape school and doing useless thingy.

Friendship

so LOng i dint do blogging. I just dunno wut to write. Yesterday. honey and me just bought new laptop. just ordinary and simple one. it is time for us to save money for our coming event in my life. BUt then honey's laptop getting worse and sometime he cant on, that makes us decide to get a new one.

My frens Cash just got her posting and she was posted to Sandakan. sob sob...shirely will go for 3 months course in Selangor. another sob son.She is working now with government. Good to hear dat. seems all my frens going far and follow their own steps. Most of the my friends now no longer study. Just like myself, we all now have our cars, our steady job and so on. I've been known my friends since form 1 and since after that, we all clicked till now. we will support each other during happy and tears. Even we doesnt have same path but we still contact to each other. Thanx to the friendster and YM! and what i realise everyone move to another step of life which is Getting Married. I am happy to hear everyone is getting married. Just like me. now i really find that i am going to adult's world. to a real world where is everything gonna be fine if u can fit in but miserable if u dunt know how to manage. This year is marriage year and so do years coming. Now im not going to any birthday party, or gathering or so on, but to engagement or marriage of my friends.

invitation to a wedding reception and my new laptop

A GOOD ending of WEEKEND

We Just finish our excellence PMR camp this afternoon. afterall, It was a great camp ever, since i i am here in SEMENAM. I just loves this camp. As a fasilitator, i am in charge for group 5 which they called themselves Marble group. The concept of this camp is English which everyone must practice their Language skill. One of the interesting activity is musical drama. Even my group has the problem with the grammar and english word for their script, but with the help of madam Chrispina, they manage to make their script better. we have been practice for the drama about 1 week.This is just a review of the camp which was start on friday (4 Jul 2008)at 7.00 am and finish at 4.00 (6 Jul 2008. I feel happy with my group. Even we dont win any, but still i am proud to them.

My students drawing the logo

Drawing their own flag for the group trademark

The Group with their invention (Rumahku Syurgaku)

Ready to go home

Even my Weekend i have to stay here in Tambunan, and this camp makes me tired but i am happy. i feel that i get closer to the student. as i always said to my student, i am what i always shows them.

I am still Crying

yesh...its been few days since my last blog. i am so busy with school work. PMR excellence camp is in this weekend which i have to prepare my group with their assignment. School Cooperation sdn bhd report, prepare teaching and learning materials and so so..But Everytime im home i will feel alone. Sitting alone and crying unstopable. i have to make myself busy as busy bee all the time. But i realised, during doing the house chores, i kind of heard all my mum's words. Even during chopping the onion or during cook our fav dishes. I always think i can cope but actually i cant. Just need company. think how much i can survive without her. Think who can take care of my dad. i know i need to be strong, just for my dad and my little brothers. They both need me, i just know that. All this while, parents and my two younger brother just rely on me. BAck to home in Penampang, i know they always need me since my first dayof moving here in Tambunan. After all these happen to us, im will thinking of being transferred as soon as possible back to Penampang. and i know i can do this only after 3 years. But overall, i just like being here in Tambunan. I know i cant be selfish, i have to think about my daddy alone in penampang.

Dear God,

I know u call mummy and i believe she is with u,

i Know she is watching me from other side,

i only hope, we here can cope everything,

hope can accept what U have done, even it is hard,

But i believe it is all your plan,
Amen.