My Thursday

Okay..today i only have 3 periods of class. 1 period from 7-7.40 am and another 2 period is at 2-3.20 pm...and the rest i am free(7 hours)...i just blog hopping and chat with my friend Cash. during the free time, I manage to finish my presentation for tomorrow...walaweeei, we will have meeting from 1.30-5pm tomorrow....Buhsan tahap gila la ni...lucky we will provided with lunch... and i heard there will be minum petang after the meeting *wink*wink..(kalau makan bukan main lagi aa)
I have 3 exam classes this year...and one class is a real challenge for me is my form 5 Chemistry class...i really have problem with them...i always encourage them to study, give them questions to enhance their knowledge and what i have taught on that subject..what they always do is NOTHING. They never show me their work. They never passup their work...How i am going to dicuss things they dont understand if they never try to do questions...at the end they claimed that I dont know how to teach????!!!i find out that only 5 students (out of 21) willing to do and passup their homework. What?? maybe they expect when teacher teach they will straight away understand...and if they didnt, it's teacher's fault..
I just dont know how to help them..i ask them to stop playing and start concentrate on their studies especially this 6 months to go for SPM..but it failed..i give motivation but still failed..
I give them exercise but they didnt do it..
They still expect me to help them understand all the terms and the concept..but how to help if they never try???
MALAS and DAYDREAMING haunted them...they can sleep in my class(my class with them always at 2pm)...i give them some exercise but they sleep and claim they cant do it..why? Because they dont understand. But they never come to see me and ask me..They(not everybody) totally have no idea what they've learnt in Form 4...and that's my fault again when they never show me their work (whereas the answer can be found in their text book)....
What i can see is, those 5 students who always come and ask me questions about chemistry always show come with good result...
what i've see from the previous students is, they always blame teacher if they failed...HUHUHU..
i think i give enough tips for them to study..
I even find out what alwaysbeen ask in the exam from every topic..
I even give questions and quentions....
Am i a worst teacher???
AM I??

Why Why Why

Why nowadays Penampang so HOT????
I cant sleep at night..
I cant go anywhere...
Cant go here and there..
i prefer hibernate at home..
sitting @kaki lima of our house
and talking to the dogs..
4 months to go
apa yang sa patut buat dulu ni????

Dont Judge the Book by it's Cover

Okay...dunt underestimate people..
that what we were always told .
i was amazed with this woman's voice..
last week, i've seen some of my facebook friendlist share the video in their page..
but just by looking the intro video...i think what so special??
then people start writing about her in their blogs
And last weekend (i wanted to post bout this since last week), when waiting for the water to boilin one morning, i search it on Youtube...looking at her face i see nothing..the audience also gave *duh look and laugh to her..Yes, i search for Susan Boyle..
as she start singing...tadaaa...she prove to the world that she is the best...she has a wonderful voice..really wonderful and awesome...(dont ask me about music because i have zero knowledge about singer)
Yess..she is the best....
So far Susan is the second person who makes me WOW and impressed with their first perfomance...
The first one is Alizee during her final (i dunno what the realiti show is but i know she is the winner)...Her voice does not impressed me as much as Susan did, but i just love her dance and the sexy bu*t..kuang kuang
I know most of u already watch the video..
so here is the link of Susan Boyle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
Susan Boyle...her first perfomance in Britain Got Talent...

O ya..I have another one that makes me impressed..she is Sabahan singer..i just love her performance..the one i'm talkinga bout is
Stacy...i like her not because she is from Sabah, nor from Penampang neither because we come from the same highschool, but she will do the best in her performance..
Okay, all this people manage to impressed me during their live show...
What i've learn from this, is...
dont ever underestimate people before u learn to know them....

p/s: FYI i do love music, love perfomance but i dunt download songs, dunt have a good playlist, i dunt buy CD/casette and sorry to artist, i dunt buy their whatsoever released....hehehe...

Move to a new table

Im happy to sit where i am now..i moved to a new table...
i dont like where i sit last time because near to walkway..
so people can see whatever i do (facebook-ing, blogging,chatting)
but now, i can do anything peacefully... in my place
*Happy*Happy

Myself???

huh...I think i am getting obsessed with weight...
after i manage to lose some weight, i am so afraid to take large portion of food...
i afraid gaining what have been shed away from the body..
but still stick to my daily food..
take rice everyday is a must..with alot of vegetable...
i seldom take meat nowadays..hey, i didnt take *ngok ngok* for weeks already..*happy*
yeah i know..i am so obsessed..
my colleague said so..but i dont care..
my daily routine is going to canteen(only if i dunt have class in the morning) with them but i only take water... and sometimes tapau food for lunch usually rice and vege...
i still can go out sometimes and eat at my favourite place to eat...but i control the portion and makesure i didnt eat a lot..
i cant wait to weight myself next (that will be in May)..because I promise to weight myself once a month only...not weighing everyday like i used to...
hope everything will be ok...

oo yeahh

I took my CRK today...
so, the result is..
MY BIG DAY IS CONFIRMED
Now
i have so many list to do..
and hopefully everything will be smooth as it planned
Thanx God for everything..

Wondering

I am still wondering..today supposed to be holiday...And i supposed at Penampang Home already, but since Fiancee has activity at his school, then we only going home today...hoho..nasib baik i took CRK this monday....
i wonder why, during school days, which require me to get early, i will wakeup lazy...feel like want to sleep forever..
but during the day which I cant sleep all day, only manage to sleep up to 6.30 and my eyes open widely...and cant sleep even i force to do so....
i still dunno what to say..still early morning...still in my pyjamas...
i off to Penampang this afternoon...harap2 cepat lar...

Final day of hibernating

Hohoho..i will going to school again tomorrow.. feel guilty because i have been relieved from this red-eye since yesterday eventho i still feel bit itchy sometimes...and today, it is totally healed...just stay at home and do nothing..oo yaa...ada pulak..since i have nothing to do, i do one-day-detoxification. And i feel nice,since i am avoiding too much light (alasan saja ba tu)...i cant wait to go school tomorrow...hehehe...(STILL FEELING GUILTY)..
what i do for 2 days of MC..
just like i said, i do detox yesterday. apart of that, FB-ing all day, chat, watching DVD and finish my the Dreamworld of Shopaholic( i have all the book already but the first book is the last i read...because last time it wasn't on shelf)..
and today..i finished another malay novel (800pages) from Norhayati Berahim (one of my favourite malay author)..
waaaa...too finish 1 book in a week is a bit hard for me if it was not holiday but i manage to to finish 2 books in 2 days..hebat...and i still have 3 books to finish before the payday..
usually when i got my pay, after settle all the debt, i will go to bookstore to buy book for myself or for my dad...well, my collection now is increasing...the different between now and before working is last time i only bought book from alaf21 because it cheaper and can buy 2 book for price of 1 english book. But now, i dont care anymore..

Well, i do like shopping just like other girls but, not anymore..because what i realise, rm200 in not enough to buy a pair of clothes+underwear whereas last time i can buy 2 tops+1 jeans+underwear+accessories...(punya la teruk sa ni..)..
and last time when fiancee and me going out together, we never eat more than rm40...huhuh...now..it never enough...
this year i must budget...wish can go vacation every year...huhuhu..
okay enough..feel like to write more and more...but then before u all get bored i better stop..done.
of to shower

Staying at home is not the best thing at all

Yuppp..the title was true..
I stay at home now..waiting my Fiancee to fetch me and bring me to the Hospital...
i've been sleeping till 7.45 and i cant continue anymore..what i want to do? nothing..
i cleaned the bathroom, cook my lunch and tada...no more...(actually there still more but i hate my itchy eye)..
last nite only one eye, now both eyes...=(
Btw, i still cant believe i manage to lose weight...
i am a person which very hard to lose weight even i strictly diet and exercise...
i even see the dietitian to ask for the right diet...so far, it only helps me to control my food intake and maintain my weight...( i am overweight of so many pound/kg)
So, i am happy now...
i have tried so many methods of losing weight (what i have not try is eating diet pills which i dunt believe at all)
i even try to eat hi fibre biscuit + milo O every day and nite and at the end i crave for more foods....(that was no healthy at all)
i even sign up with slimming center (which i regrets it so much)and it doesnt work..manage to lose about 5kg but then i gain 7 kg afterward.and i still have my appointment with them..and losing weight the fastest way is not good at all because u will gain faster then..
i feel like give up and i am so stressed...Fiancee dont mind actually of me being FAT but what i care is about my health...if i fat i have a million chances of getting illness..
so what i do is joining the


yeshh, the herbalife programme(revealing the secret..hohohoho)
with this, u can drink herbalife shakes(contain nutrients for body's need) twice a day and one meal is normal meal, as normal as u want..
but if u want this works faster(just like i am), try to the fatty food esp meat
first 2 weeks is the hardest part..like i ever said, adaptation is the hard part..
But now, i am happy...hehehe
i am so discipline with my diet...
i eat small portion of rice at noon and a lots of vegetable..
i am trying to avoid the meat...(i still eat occasionally)
now i dont crave for sweet food, even if i do i eat apple (red apple because i dunt like green apple) or Iko or any digestive biscuit...
once a while, i eat together with fiancee outside..
and now i bring my own tapau with only vege....
u know the container with 2 compartment?1 for rice and the other 1 is smaller to put vege..?i used that one and bring it everyday to school. no more problem cannot get food at canteen. but i put my food otherway round...the big one is for vege and the smaller one i put the rice...hohoho..
i track my progress everyday
i write whatever i eat....all the things i eat ....
so now, i feel better after 30 days consuming Herbalife...
for those who wanted to lose weight healthily then u can ask me..
but first make sure that u:
1. overweight
2. u willing to eat healthy food only -yes u really have to eat as healthy as u can...what i meant is forget all those fast food such as KFC and McD(used to be my favourite), the santanese food(i love the Fui Lau asam pedas isi ikan)hohohoh, meat(char sau fan, nasi ayam, ngau chap etc). u named it i know most of the unhealthy food...
3. spend a little bit of ur money
4. live in healthy ways...
i tell u no regrets...
and i dunt feel like give up now

itchy, watery and hot

OMG, i got this red eyes at my left eye..
damn...
it is so itchy..
it always watery and the 'taik mata' keep on popping...if i sleep, the eye lid will attached
sometimes it feel hot and full of sand in it...
two days ago...i see blur with my left eye.. the 'taik mata' comes out often than before...well, i dont care because this a week ago i did feel the same way..ada gatal2 tp tidak pun merah....taik mata pun ada lagi banyak...but today, when i wake up about 11am (too tired from church)...then i feel itchy and hot in my eye...when i look mirror..walaaahhhhh..here it comes...the REDDY which attack Fiancee 2 week ago...

BTW, have a blessed EASTER..

Holy Saturday and Easter

so today, i am thinking of not eating anything..final day of Fasting....happy with my result so far..fasting from meat and any other *cabaran...but that was only starting in the middle of Lent...adaptation is hard for me...
Btw, for this Lent season i didnt say i dont take meat at all..i did..but try to avoid it...i only manage to avoid it this Holy week...but i still focus why and what should we do during this season....what focus what goes ahead...
i am still happy i can lose about 5 kg in a month without realizing it. i try my best and hope this thing will last until my wedding day...i really wanted to look fab on my big day which is once in my life and to be seen in the future.....

White Thursday..

i didnt go to church..huhuhuhu...
will go tomorrow...good friday
fasting almost end.
i am happy to myself because i havent eat any meat since monday....i want to prove to myself not to eat meat at least this final Lent....meaning until Easter...
and i will continue after that...i really hope so....
so i manage to get rid the Sayap ayam panggang(even i almost eat it last tuesday), chasau (when fiancee have during lunch @ kenon coffee shop)..yahuuuu..big clap for me...
today i make sugarpaste dough..tomorrow i will make the fondant dough...so i will have something to make during weekdays...maybe roses or flower paste..then i will bake my cake ...

happy..i manage to lose another 5kg for 1 month..happy..reallyy happy....

duhhhh

Kerja bertambah2...
Headcount...
Panel Report
Disiplin (Bikin Gila suda)
menciiiiii.....
i just dunno where to start....
i hope i can find other JOB...
oo, quit my job and become full time housewife...can ka??
sa gila suda ni..
my head gonna blow up soon....

menciii...!!

Tambunan streamyx still slow...i am in Penampang Home and spending the short weekend with so many things...Happy Belated Birthday to me..

i will follow u guys when the streamyx is OK ody....