Countdown is Over and im Married

It's such a released when everything is over. After months of preparation and it is over. Im happy and now i am officially married to a man that I Love so much.

i dont have picture in my own camera because everyone is busy. So, i forgot to ask somebody to hold my DSLR and take my picture...
(this is Hp picture taken by my student, so mind the quality) daddy bring me

SO the day 29 August 2009 start as early as 5.30 which i took my shower at 5.30 am. Jeff was staying overnight at home so he woke up as early as me..hhehehe..so the makeup session start at 6am.

( makeup almost done)

Benny reached home before 7 and makes the room happening. then Alex the videographer came and makes everything merrier. well, i dont feel nervous at all. Fiancee Sms me that morning telling me the he was nervous, but not me.We(maid of honour, Benny, ALex and Jeff) laugh, shouting and teasing each other in the small room.

(before Jeff put the veil, sempat lagi smile to camera)

SO everything was done at 9.15 and we heading to St Thomas Church Kepayan. When we were there, Fiancee(will known as Hubby after this) already waiting. So, the mass start at 10 sharp by Rev. Fr. Fundes Motiung. I still dint feel nervous...i started nervous when i walk to the altar...haha..and guess what. i really forgot the vows when the time comes...huhuhu... it was a released when hubby kiss my forehead after the Fr announced u may kiss the bride...
the mass was ended successfully and i can see there are a lots of my friends from SMSM, UMS and Labuan Matriculation College. And i am really happy. The church is almost full. Which i afraid it will look empty, but i was wrong.
SO hubby and me went back home to change my wedding gown and his coat. we took about 30 minutes to get ready to go to Tun Fuad Hall, Penampang for the lucnh reception. I am happy i can see lotsa people came and say Congratulation. I am happy...i never feel this much happy.
The reception was ended with joy. So we heading back home at 5.00 pm and ready for the wedding party.
I am so happy when my friends come again. we have full of laugh and lotsa Yamseng session and that's makes me down before 10 pm. i have countless shots of liquor.Benny was there too, not as photoG but as a friend.hahaha Ben, i really want to make u down last nite but u manage to escape ooo...

(Yamseng session with friends)

Guess what. 3 of my friends flat and sleep at the other room. HAHAHA...oo yaa, Allen our classmate that we haven't see for like 8 years was there too. Hubby and me just happy that everyone was there for us. we feel blessed by all people around me.
To my aunts and my cousins u all help me a lot. To my friends, thanx for being there for us.Happyyyyy...
To Jeff, u makes me gergous that day, i love ur makeup.
To Benny, cepat2 tu gambar aa..i cant wait..hehehe
to Boniface, sa tia sabar tu video ni...
And not forgetting my blog friend, Annieming...Congratulation on ur wedding too...

p/s: all pictures taken by Fiona using my Canon DSLR except the first picture using my HP

Wut i feel now?

ohooooh...i just dunno what i feel now..i think i have mixed feeling here...
1 week plus2 to go...i think there are still so many things to be done...
a little tiny things sometimes make me crazy...i'm a bit sensitive..argument between fiancee and me sometimes happen(or maybe always)...
i just cant help myself...
sometimes migraine came and make me just want to sleep...
Dear God, please help me to make all this preparation smoothly...

Dup dap dup dap dup dap

OMG...getting nearer..and my heart beat faster than usually..last2 nite i have a dream. Was dream about the wedding went 'tunggang langgang'..choir was not perfect, the priest angry and straight away leaving the mass before the vow...alalala....bad dream..how can i sleep if i dream such thing?
i just dont know...
i've done everything i can think about.
the food was OK.
the band, gong and mc OK
invitation card already distributed except my friend and maybe will be OK by this coming wednesday.
the hall deco OK.
church deco OK
will go and sign the JPN this coming tuesday and the status change after that.
the frame and the album also OK. i just like them all.
the guest book was OK.
the banner? i am still thinking, do i need to put it on?
banyak lagi benda mo buat..

Wedding of Kerol and Garry

Both are my friends and they are married.
Fiancee and me attending their wedding reception at Le Meriedien KK..
I cant come to the wedding ceremony as I'm so busy with my wed preparation. So many thing to do..
Btw, it was so nice. yerrp, the couple and meeting again with the friends after our graduation.
SO once again..

Congratulation
Garry And Kerol

well, i hope i can be like them during our day.
they seems not nervous at all. speech was done perfectly.Ok, now i started to nervous.yerpp. i am nervous..Last Friday, i met a friend and he talk about feeling nervous during wedding caremony. He said nervous until the ring fell down...aduiii, takutnya..well i started to think not to find the ring pillow where u dunt have to tie the ring...any suggestion??
I really have fun during that nite..
we all have different stories but mainly we share same topic which is how r we in our schools..
after the reception, we(fiancee, friends and me) heading to another spot to continue the drinking and dancing session. hehe

Wedding Updates

Holaaa...
Happy today...
Picture frame from Benny just arrive...it was so big 20 X 20...hoho..(picture will be upload)\
Invitation card was ready and will be distribute next week.
Church booklet also done and waiting to be print (where the best to print arr?)
Flower also settle...
MC was confirm.
House is 90% finish.
Food test..maybe next week.
Tomorrow will be my friend's wedding...so i'll be attend the reception because fiancee and me have thing to do tomorrow morning..i just realize i never update my dress since 5 months ago and i just wear whatever in my closet...
Happy Wedding Day Kerol and Garry

It's August..less than one month~~

It is month of August..i know most of people outthere( teacher especially) was mountain with works, paper, exam, report, events and so so..
And it was easy for to lose tempered to everyone(that;s include me)
But for me, i just try to relax because thinking bout it just make me headache(o yess i was strike with migrain again).I just hate people keep complaining bout their work, going home late, restless during weekends..like hellooo...
for me, i do my work slowly and depend on my ability. If i cant make it, then just leave it. do it slowly as long as u can finish it by time.i complain when people around just dunt understand that i couldn't stand extra work.
I try not to delay work but, i am just human, i cant do anything if i dont have the mood. or else, stress will haunted me....

Wedding preparation only can be done during weekend.
well,i think most of the things was OK already.
I just need my rest a lil bit...
so my students, wait until my wedding then i will focus u 100%