Life is Wonderful...

HOLS

2011-11-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

Day 3 of holiday just sitting at home Tambunan..nothing much i can do with the morning sickness i have since Pregnant...Hope it gonna end soon..

The school sms me yesterday, they said its RM100 give away to all students this Friday...untungnya budak2 skarang, text book free, yuran x payah mau bayar trus kena bagi duit lagi.... tp yang ponteng skul masi ramai lagi..yang nda pass exam pun masih ramai lagi... they have chance but never grab it~ i feel pity on them...

Back For Good

2011-11-21T17:57:00.003+08:00

Okay after trying new doain for months, i think blogger suit me well...susah bah main tu html...i just dunt want to kasi pening2 otak..btw, sorry for other blogger..i think i have to back to my Blogger.. much more easier... Hope for more updating from me after this..

Nothing much to say just want to make announcement that i am

PREGNANT AGAIN FOR THE SECOND ONE~

til then...

Move for good~

2011-08-31T08:57:00.004+08:00

Holaa all..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIM FRIENDS

and not forgetting to all MALAYSIAN

Happy National Day~

Pic from Google

And announcement to all dear friend..
i have move to a new hosting
and the link is
HERE
moving for good and do visit ya..

maybe this is the first time??

2011-08-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

Normally i dunt really blog about Caelan's dad..or..did i??
i guess no...
we have been together for more than 10 years and almost 2 years married..when people knows our story some of them will happy and some will say..'nda bosan ka?'
well, why we never bored to each other is because we have same interest... apa sa suka dia suka apa dia suka sa suka tp sa slalu hot2 chicken shit~(dia bilang la)
He is into photography which actually i started it first when i start blog and most all blogger has DSLR and i only can get Canon 1000D. I learn and learn anything about photography so does him. So we get another DSLR but he learns thing fast and mastered it actually. and now use far too advance DSLR user and knows photoshop much better ( mastered it actually)than me..huhu
He knows i love to blog and recently he is now making his own website and he is now making one for me..and of course he is paying for it =) . Just want to share his link ..check out Caelan's dad website

HERE

notes to him:
honey manatau u were here reading my blog kan..sa suda tolong promote aa...

P/s: 3 days to our wed anny~

One of my valueable collection

2011-08-26T09:50:00.000+08:00

at last, manage to blog something again while Caelan is sleep, and me starting the 2nd mid sem hols+Hari Raya hols since thursday. well, awal kan cuti..cuti berganti bah..

so just wanna share my book collection and this is only half...the rest were at Penampang home.

I started buying book since my Uni day (before that i only allow to but reference book).i will buy novel everytime given allowance given. usually during that time, i will buy malay novel because more cheaper.but i promised to myself will buy as many english novel when i have salary. So now, every 2-3 month i will buy 4-5 novels depend on what bookstore offer and how long i finish reading them all. I have mix novel as reading is one of my hobby

as i said this is only half of my collection at 2 of my 3-tier racks.

Hubby said, too much already, klu jual ada juga duit...

i think they are worth thousand ikut harga sebenar..

adui~

2011-08-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

OMG~ it's been ages i didnt update my blog. it is not that my life isnt enjoytable anymore but spending time with Caelan is the most priority.He is growing and learning, so it is important for me to teach and make him able to learn. At the age of almost 10 moths he still dunno walking but very good at climbing.(he can stand tho with help of anything surround him)..yes...he will climbs sofa, chair or anything he can reach. recently he knows how to clap hand and he will happily clapping hands if he hear music. he sleeps with light off and can sleeps with loud TV. he just doze of anytime, anywhere when he want to.
oo ya..he is now got almost 4 teeth.
i just miss blogging and writing blog. everytime i start writing, i end up close my tab because i dunno what to write.so at least today i manage to post something before blogger friend will forget me~

Bila cikgu suda marah~

2011-07-08T12:19:00.000+08:00

THis is what happen if teacher get angry in class.
Nah dapat surat pujukan dari pelajar.

actually tidak la marah dorang yang teriak...ckp lembut2 but at the same time bagi nasihat.tp ayat paling kaw..
' nda apa kalau pelajar nda suka sama cikgu, sebab bukan cikgu rugi satu sen pun..tp kalau cikgu suda marah/nda suka kamurang..kamu akan rugi sebab cikgu mengajar pun bukan penuh kasih sayang lagi'
Hope after this they will regret and will do all work given, bukan banyak pun kerja kena bagi. 4 soalan saja..

P/S: mood saja2 sebab lama nda update blog~

Back on track again..

2011-07-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

after getting preggie last time my life was so down. it was not because i am not happy with my pregnancy but due to my bad morning sickness i almost cannot do anythig. and for the whole pregnancy i became super super lazy..yes, super lazy as in masak pun nda pernah..thanx to my brother yang rajin masak for me.
Btw i not talking about my previous pregnancy but now my life get to its track again.
I started baking again..yesh...cupcake and cake is always my passion...
i am happy to bake agan and i hope from time to time my deco get better~

p/s: will upload photo soon..

Happy Father's Day

2011-06-19T18:07:00.003+08:00

It his first celebration of father's Day..wanna bake him cheese cake(his fav) but the cheese cream gone bad~ my bad nda check btul2...so dunno what cake to bake..
since his fav also BBQ, we decided to bbq~ well as usual, chicken wings and sausage..loveeee~~
i'm looking for steamboat set so we can have steamboat at home...finger cross..kalau makan2 no.1 ba kan..mcm mana mau kurus..the tummy still there how to get rid of that?
btw,

HAPPY FATHER'S Day to all daddy out there
to my dad
and to Caelan's Dad~

Hola..

2011-06-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

woooww....bersawang suda ni blog sa...
btw, im having prob updating my blog because my maid taking her leave and i dont have time to go online much. even during this holiday, my days occupied with Caelan and housechores, by the time caelan sleep i am already too tired to update my blog.
what happen recently?
nothing much, just learning and improving baking... i love baking but my oven keep on rosak maybe because of over use. LOL. since i started work, i already bought 4 ovens and now, im targeting the big oven which is ~ ehem~ expensive...have to earn money for that. i also want a big fridge to put my ingredient and chocolate home made. we ( my brother and i) are now into pastry. so they will be a few products adding instead of chocolate home made. thanx God that every one loves our chocolate. if u ask about cakes, i am still taking order of cake but not everyday people wants cakes right. and some how people just prefer buying cake from shop because they are cheap!! mana la my cake buli lawan tu cake saaanaa kadai...
Just want to promote my chocolate~ anybody interested u can email me/call me~

Semester break~

2011-05-27T11:27:00.003+08:00

Been awhile didnt update my blog~
kesibukan dengan business/anak membuatkan saya kekurangan masa memblog~

btw, it is last day of working day~ tomorrow holiday start.

to those who going somewhere~ enjoy ur trip..kalau ada lebih2 bagilah ole-ole!!~

to those who getting married during this holiday~ all the best for ur wedding day~Happy Wedding Day~

to those who just stay at home~ happy gathering with family~

and to all kadazandusun murut~ Happy Kaamatan~ Aramai tii~~~

and i'll be in Penampang for this holiday~ and home made chocolate/ truffles can be send to your house. U can check my chocs blog for order.

Presenting~

2011-05-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

my New e-shoppe
this is especially to chocolate, cake, donut lover..
feel free to visit~
Sweet tooth

all about cupcake, cake, donut and home made chocolare

Presenting~

2011-05-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

my New e-shoppe
this is especially for chocolate lover..
feel free to visit~

Cae Choco Home Made chocolate

Jgn malu2 sila datang melawat dari masa ke semasa and place ur order~ ahaks...

opps...lawat la dari masa ke semasa because the blog just created~

My first Mother's day Celebration~

2011-05-06T18:59:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for this celebration actually but deep in my heart i actually miss my dearly Mum. She left us in 2008. I miss buying her cake. I miss her so much. During my pregnancy and my confinement, i always wanted her to be beside me.so to those who still have Mum, do appreciate them!~i mean it~

My mother's day celebration was simple. Celebrate it with other mums at our house in Tambunan. i cooked and baked cake and we eat together.

Happy Mother's Day to those who celebrate~

uiyooooo

2011-05-03T18:06:00.002+08:00

Kunun la mo update blog, tp tidak pun terUpdate~ apa crita ni?? but dunt worry u guys..i've read urs always...but i have to minimized my internet and facebook time because spending time with caelan is important than anything else..but i do follow stories too...
2 bloggers friends i knew give birth to beautiful and handsome~Nadia and Cath J~ congratulation~
Sheila got married a day after prince will and kate wedding...sorry aa sheila...i cant attend ur wedding because it was my brother's birthday party and his farewell...i really wanted to go because i can see my friends there too but u know, other commitment....anyhow...Congratulation..such a beautiful and stunning u r~
and few more who always updates theirs blog~ i know my blog nowadays such a dull and boring blog. but what can i do..my free time getting lesser, when Caelan is sleep i have to do my school work...oo my..being panitia is so busy~ it is my 3rd year of being head panel of Pure Science and the job is getting tough...and my form 5 this is not like last year..i have to prepare everything so that they can achieve target..last year my students got 2 A in Chemistry..this year hopefully can get at least 2 A (the more the better)..i have to double my effort toward them so they can push themselves to study more in chemistry....
is chemistry that hard??haish... sometimes i almost give up teaching them, but i know i should encourage them not discourage because a teacher shud be like that~ but what if they just ignore? i dunno~ am i being selfish?
what else i can do?

okay now baby Caelan is 6 months and he is more active. semakin aktif i tell u..still dunno how to glide but he knwo pusing2 to where he want to go~ kalau hantuk2 kepala tu mcm biasa suda..adidi risau pula...doesnt have teeth yet afraid the time when baby tumbuh gigi...what else i want to prepare??

once upon a time~

2011-04-09T15:36:00.008+08:00

Do u still remember my post about our cat si Bintang ?

so after a few months, Bintang become like this...

Gergous and Macho Bintang kan??

now bigger than kici. Kici also fat ngiaw2 but the fat only applied to his belly. and Bintang, he is So tagap~ nice...love to peluk2 macho Bintang.
Currently we have 5 cats in the house.
one of it is

si Sky aka tititam..haha...
the mother of this cat was adopted from Donggongon. not me, but my cousin because he know my brother is a fan of cat, so he brought home this cat because she was so manja.
and the name of this cat is LOMOMO~

p/s: sorry for the non-quality pic..pakai digital cam saja bah

Happy~~

2011-03-30T06:55:00.003+08:00

after my pregnancy i couldnt fit my work outfit~ padahal i still muat when i was almost 5 months preggie~everyday when i prepare my outfit i will get tense. until i realized i must do something. yeah...i start eating well...not eating makes me bigger more..so i enjoy every meal, eat less fastfood and carbo but more vege. And today i wear my baju yg nda muat suda tu pi kerja aaaaaaaaaaaa....hohoho...
so makin2 la mo control makan ni....
currently my eating habit..
eat every meal like 3 times a day..eat in between. let say for in between i want to eat hinompuka i will eat 1 pcs only. i didnt take any sugary drink like nescafe or etc. yess avoid caffein and alcohol when u diet is the best way to detox naturally. and take green tea instead. haha..buli tahan ka?? kalau nda suka..drink water ONLY. yes, not 8 glasses a day but 2-3 litres a day. True, water is the best. kalau kurang air, nanti got water retention. so jgn tidak minum air. if our body ask for water already it means they are dehydrated so drink before u thirst. currently i eat whatever i want-5-6 times a day but in a small potion. i dunt let myself hunger..kesian ba tu badan, kalau xkena kasi makan kan...tp jgn pula pi makan sampai 2-3 pinggan nasi campur2 lagi kari ayam sampai 3-4 ketul, blum masuk lagi tu kentang2 di dalam kari sampai 10 ketul yg kena potong2 aa...

as for exercise, sa nda buat sebab aktiviti sa suda cukup..~ yakah~ katakan sa mengajar dalam kelas for like 80 minutes. so sa akan concentrate on white board for 20 min. after that ask the students to do exercise or latih tubi and for 20 min i will walk around the class for checking what they doing. kalau 1 hari ada 6 masa?? hehehe then after that, i walk from school to home everyday (or almost everyday) school from home is only 12 min tp naik tangga sampai tingkat 4. hehehe..
apa apa pun...jgn stress mo diet. and diet is not tidak makan. DIEt means gaya pemakanan. i always heard ppl, bila kena tanya napa nda makan, sennag2 dia jawab, sa ON DIET~ lucu...hehe..
if u wanna ask me about losing weight i already try all methods and i know which is the best! but i still going on the false way to lose weight and at last gaining extra kg from my previous weight. LUCU kan? mana tida bila kurang suda baru 3-4 kg, pi trus berenjoy makan sampai naik balik 5 kg...lucu2 bila ingat balik..

serius suda nie~

2011-03-20T11:19:00.003+08:00

ahaks...another update..hehehe.
now i'm seriously in diet plan programme by my own. yes. if u said diet is no eating then it is wrong. actually im doing some detox and balance diet. hope everything goes well. wish me luck. i'm trying not to eat rice but vege and white meat only but i just cant. hehe..lidah kadazan pamacam juga kan. recently my tongue always wanted to eat something from kampung2. yess..everything masakan kampung yang sangat menyelerakan. KFC, McD and etc doesnt make me drool like last time but ikan masin goreng with ginger and lime can leads to 2 plates of rice.

Caelan is 5 months now. See how time flies and i still can remember his first cries. He is now can roll, watching tv, listen sound from all direction, can see things, grab things from my hand and pull my hair...
smile caelan..actually he was watching youtube when i snap this picture. Now he is drooling so much. i just cant help it and just let him. hehe. and yang paling penting tu kepala yang licin aaa...he got hair but very short dan sedikit.

Caelan watching youtube~hippo lion sleep tonight~ kalau dia nangis, kasi pasang jak ni, diam terus...hehe.

P/S: i try to update my blog EVERYDAY~finger cross~~

punya lama~

2011-03-06T16:39:00.003+08:00

been awhile not blogging. sorry for those who visit my blog and there are no updates. well, i still visit my those in my list (update) and leave comment and some are not but i still read urs.
this few days or rather says weeks i feel down with myself. i am too stress of my body figure and my tummy. i no longer fit with some (most actually) of my work's outfit. i cant wear my body fit tops because of my flabby tummy. i dont happy going here and there showing them to my friends. and i notice the double chin is there too~ now i want to lose weight~
I want to do exercise but i dunt dare to do exercise especially exercise like sit-up since i have c-sec. =(
eat pills? i dunt think so... i would like to go for herbalife again but our tight budget wont allow me to have it. so the solution. eat wisely..hehe...

Baby caelan is 4 month 3 weeks. He almost 5 months. he can roll over already, smile a lot, and respond to sound. he can don many things like take thing when u hand over him, pull others' hair, listen to music..owh he loves twinkle2 little star and the lions sleep tonite by hippo on youtube. hehe...he grow so fast~

V-day

2011-02-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

Just wanna wish everyone

Happy Valentine Day~
how's ur celebration with ur loves?
if u ask me, hubby and me never celebrate valentine day just like others. reason? no specific reason.
As long as we always together then it is my perfect gift after all. i dunt need flower because i dunno where to put the flower or what to do with them. i am not a flower fan. but lately i began to love flower esp when i see those who plant flower of their own. If u ask me, i dunt know how to plant flower or vege. chocolate also the symbol of valentine. well, i am a big fan of chocolate. The chocolate supply in my fridge never end because hubby always refill it..ahaks...i have chocolate for almost everyday. My fav chocolate is all flavor of Cadbury....
and again

Happy Valentine day to all~

He is 4 months already

2011-02-13T22:01:00.004+08:00

well, Caelan is 4 month already. So far he is good boy and never makes me tired except when he was sick. He is so easy to take care. i hope it will last..his smile makes all the worries gone~

By the way, i want to ask to those mommy out there, what is the best way of family planning. well if u ask me, i want to conceive as fast as i want but since i was c-sec, i have to control for at least 1 year. few days ago my period was late for like 3 days and i am so worried that i get pregnant again. not because i dont want but because of health. so to those who ever experienced please help me.

Happy Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-03T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hope it is not too late to wish to those who celebrate CNY
GONG XI FA CAI!

been awhile I have been away from my blog. i hardly go online not because of no internet. but busy with my baby. Caelan learns thing very fast and i am glad about it. but now he know to tell what he want. like if he want to sit on his rocker he make a sound(or crying). He is best with his crying nowadays.I never had problem putting him to sleep every night and he never disturb our sleep so far until this 2-3 days.I spend my early 1 week CNY hols with handling my fever. 2 days later which is the day before yesterday, still fever and cough, Caelan got fever and cough too. so it is so tiring to handle him while i am sick too. he cries, and he always want me to hold him. When i am too sick. i let his babysitter taking care of him while i'm resting but he still looking for me.

It was first time he got fever since he was born. On the day he got fever, it was morning when i realised his body temperature is high. luckily i always have my thermometer and can check him. I was so shocked that his temperature reached 37 degrees and try not to panic. no wonder he cry a lot the night before. so hubby brought caelan and me to clinic. SO both mommy and son got our own medicine. that afternoon, caelan body temperature is getting higher and reaches to almost 39 degrees. after 2 times taking his medicine, luckily during that evening his body temperature start to decrease. and the next morning his fever was totally gone. Thanx God. after a battle, no sleep just to make sure we dont forget to give his medicine, to change the towel for the forehead; at last his fever is gone eventho mine is getting worst. it is good to see him sleeps like always. altho the cough still there but he manage to sleep well.

But, the mommy here still having bad sore throat and cough~!

Birthday

2011-01-12T08:04:00.002+08:00

His birthday is 10 days away...i just need opinion from everyone...maybe lunch for two is a great choice since we cant leave baby Caelan during night.
cooking for him is impossible because there are a lots of people at home.
and i dunoo what to give him because all the thiings he want all this while is Iphone 4 and iphone 4 is really out of budget~

Sports Again

2011-01-11T20:37:00.002+08:00

It is January and once again i'm coaching. I dunt mind but after giving birth i am no more like last time, Healthy and can run. But now, not anymore. i just sit and watch them, giving instruction. and i still get sun burnt. =( but i like sport so much~

Caelan and Daddy

2011-01-07T19:43:00.005+08:00

u al will be boring because after this, my post mostly about Caelan...hehe..tahan saja la kan. Kebaru-baruan bah ada baby..i can see his growth progress is different every day...so i dont wanna miss a thing. He is now know to laugh and almost shout.

Below is the video i manage to capture when his daddy hold him on his chest. Suka ba dia kana pigang mcm tu..tp cepat dia penat...

hehe...

Working Again

2011-01-04T09:38:00.002+08:00

it is second day of school. i started my working day since yesterday...i am entitled for 3 months leave but actually i did not extend it. Why?? i started my maternity leave on 4th oct, and it supposed to end today. so i better not extend the leave rite. my 2 months leave supposedly finish on 4th December which actually during school holidays and i continue my leave with school holiday. so basically i only take 2 months leave .

Since yesterday i could not concentrate on my work. there are so many to be finished but i just sit and wait time to go home ( and we go home at 2.20 pm aaa) . All of this because i miss my Caelan at home. by the time i'll be home he is too sleepy to play already...hua hua hua..
welll what ever it ios.. i have to start my engine to do my work~

Whoops~~ALmost New Year

2010-12-29T08:23:00.003+08:00

whoaaa...First of all

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

I think it's not too late to wish u all blesses Christmas right?
i have great time with families last christmas. Too bad, we dont have family picture this year..aiyaaa..anyway, 3 of us will taking picture before end of year~ finger cross

so looking forward for New Year of 2011~it is 2 days before year end
first thing to do tomorrow~get chicken wings and charcoal before it running out~

Now it is time for reflection. Let see if i have achieve my 2010 resolution.check this post here.

so my 2010 resolutions was:
1. Get extra SAvings into my ASB,- ooh well, I did put extra in my ASB early year but withdraw it when for the preparation of the arrival of Baby Caelan. but nevermind as long is it was use to something wise. after all money is not everything and we can always put more next year~finger cross~
2. Vacation (Still thinking where to go) - too bad, we go NO WHERE~ the plan is going to China but luckily i know i pregnant before i pay deposit one week earlier. so we decided not to go anywhere...well the world map will not change rite? the Aussie or CHina will never move isnt?
3.Business better than last year - oo yesss..it expanding. Photography is one good passion and makes money. we got offer like every month and most of the $$ went to new lens. oo yeah..my kampung2 shop is almost done. will open it maybe around January 2011..
4. To love and become a superGOOD wife, sister, daughter and friends to everyone. - well, this one will be added to 2011 list...hehe
5. Less shopping - oo yeah.since i'm pregnant i not going much to shopping but after i deliver I love doing online shopping..haishhhhh.

so afterall i didnt achieve my 2010 resolution =(( SAD!
But 2010 means a lot to hubby and me. Pregnancy and deliver Baby Caelan are the most precious moments that i will never forget in my life. The arrival of Baby Caelan makes our marriage blessed and completed.

SO now, what i wish for my 2011?

1. Decrease the fats around my tummy. I am out of shape now~ i no longer can wear my dress..bidaaa..nampak tu buruyut d puyut. urg ingat pregnant walau baru branak..damn~

2. Expanding the business (again). well, relying on our monthly salary is never enough for us. we have tight budget.

**update**

3. We must build our HOUSE or at least build it before end year of 2011 The land is ready but money is not ready yet..haishh..

I think that's all i wish for. I dont want to wish too much. What's urs?

Christmas preparation...

2010-12-21T20:33:00.004+08:00

What i've done so far?

NONE

hehe...i'm sorry i still dunt have the christmas spirit. but i am ready for the coming of our Lord. No christmas tree this year...because, i have no time to hunt and to put it up. and not enough budget for christmas open house because all the budget went to Caelan fullmoon last time. But luckily, we have family potluck~I have no time for hunting new dress because i want to spend the little time with baby Caelan before school open. Maternity leave is over~I must make sure that i give him bath everyday, feed him all the time and etc. Every moment with him is precious.

Caelan is 2 month already. He is now responds to sounds. making uuuuhhh sound and smile when we call him...Look at this picture...tadaa...

Actually i make him like that. and he like it so much but i didnt allow him like that for long time. I remove his mitten before he was 2 month so he can learn to touch things.

Sago Time

2010-12-07T20:15:00.003+08:00

Sunday was always for family. Usually Sunday will be filled with lotsa activities such as makan-makan, minum-minum, gambling and so on. So last Sunday, my cousin's wife from Kuala Penyu brought Natok or Sago ( in malay). Well, Makan nantung is always the best part of makan-makan. and it always brings memory of my mum because she loves nantung, owh forgot to tell, nantung is sago when it is ready to be eaten. and natok is sago when it is just processed from the 'rumbia' tree.
This is what u call Natok or sago flour. It was adding with water to wash the natok.

Before the natok ready, each of us will do our own 'pasasakan' or 'cicah'. So the best combination were chili+lime+belacan (shrimp paste)+isi ikan basungan+sup ikan basungan. The pic above is the 'pasasakan' without the sup.

The nantung is almost ready. you have to mix boiled water into natok to make nantung. u guys wonder why on floor? because, u have to mix fast and adding water at the same time. so sangat bahaya if buat atas meja...nanti kena air panas...and tu nantung nda jadi

So, this is how u eat nantung. and nantung is the main course during war last time.~~~berliur suda sa ni..oo yaa....nantung also known as ambuyat here in sabah~~

Baby Caelan Fullmoon Party

2010-11-30T20:36:00.008+08:00

was held on 21 Nov 2010.

cake order from Dena.
Butter walnut. everyone puji her cake. they said lawa and of course sedap too..

Susah ni mo dapat his smile...
and his skin was darker..now caelan is a bit fair....i thought his skin colour was like his dad. Actually i dont care the skin colour.what i care the most is he always healthy.
The three of us. (Still the chubby me)

Almost December

2010-11-30T01:37:00.002+08:00

November comes to end~ what should I say? well, everyone happy about December and of course about christmas. Well, who doesnt?
Me~? Yeah of course Christmas is one big holiday that i always waited for..but Christmas this year will be celebrated with only the small family. no open house after spending a lot for Caelan Fullmoon party (will blog about this).
After all what really matter is I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR FOR CHRISTMAS WITH MY FLABBY TUMMY. I never slimmer in my life but i always have confident to wear anything i like and know how to dress but now, i really have no idea. Self confident totally dropped ~Kesian~

When comes to December everyone is thinking for the new resolution without thinking if the past year resolution already being achieve or not. As for me, i achieved few only..well life must goes on~ as long as i'm happy.

happy Preparing for ur Christmas~

Lama Sudah

2010-11-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

Punya lama tidak update blog~~
yeah, it's been a while i didnt update my blog..
well busy with the newborn and stuffs. Caelan pandai ody manja2...and i think he never stop asking for nenen. if lambat, sure melalak. But he such a good boy at night.Thanx God~ So we both have good sleeps at nite even tho he ask for milk like 3-4 times at nite. and i know how to bath baby since the day 21 he was born. Caelan loves water, so I have no problem learning how to bath baby. He is now 1 month and 6 days, and his hair started to fall and soon he will become botaks..hehe
Hubby and me so happy with the gift from God. if u ask me the greatest gift i ever have, he is our precious gift ever.

A mother's tear

2010-11-02T18:04:00.002+08:00

I still cant believe that i am a mummy now. As every mother wish all the best for their child, so do I.
During my pregnancy i always want breastfeed my baby when he is born.
The day he was born, i tried to breastfeed him but failed because my milk still not came out yet.
I tried again the next day, but still failed. So he has to depend on formula milk. the day 4, i realised that my milk actually comes out, i tried again to breastfeed him but he refused. I was so sad. yes i am said and thought that he maybe already confused with my milk and the formula. Later after that, my aunt told me, he cant breastfeed because i actually have inverted n*pple. Yess, i have big b**bs but no (flat) n*pple? I am so SAD. I only learn that i have this inverted n*pple when i give birth and i actually showing to my aunt my breast. Sebelum ni kan mana mau kasi tgk urang..malu2.
So the nurse suggested to pump my milk. And to shorten the story, my milk only comes so little. I pump my milk frequently so that my baby can get antibody from mum's milk. and he has to depend on formula...i am so sad that i cant breastfeed him. Yess, i actually crying when i think of this. it is my dream to breastfeed him from the beginning, but because of my inverted n*pple he cant. I am so jealous to those who can breastfeed their baby. And i'm so pity with my Caelan who depend on formula milk from the beginning and he breastfeed my milk from the bottle.

The experience~~

2010-10-27T10:39:00.007+08:00

As i promise u, i will tell u the experience of my first pregnancy and my first labour.
My last menstrual period was 9th January 2010. 35 days after that, my period did not come. that was late to realized actually, because my period cycle was always 32 days. I do my first pregnancy test and turn positive result but the other line seems blur. It was so blur which doesnt convince hubby and me that i am pregnant that time.I waited like 2 weeks for the positive result with clear double lines. ok..to be exact, i try more than 5 times pregnancy test. early pregnancy seems fine to me but it get worst when i reach 9th week when i started to vomit everything i put in my mouth., it was lasted for 2 months i guess...i cry a lot and sometimes feel like give up...it was happen when i really want to eat but nothing can go in. Hubby was giving me support and try to give me everything i want. i eat nothing for the 9th-18th week except for water and juice.
It's not just the morning sickness i have, but i have low HB in my blood which only came to normal at the end of my pregnancy. I have to control my glucose intake as the dr advise me because the chances of getting gestation diabetes (diabetic during pregnant) is high due to my large body frame and the chances of high blood also high. I manage to control my food intake, less sugar, rice and fat.I did not have GDM and high blood~Thanx God~
Everything went ok until my week 27th when the nurse detect protein in my urine. I was asked to do urine scan test and i positively got the urine infection. 3 times change of antibiotic but the result was same. and i was asked to do check what was the bacteria in my urine but the test shows there are no bacteria...but the urine scan shows that i have the infection. but the Dr said as long as u do the bacteria check and the result turn out negative then i should not worry. everything goes well until my 38th week.

4/10/10- I started my maternity leave. eat nothing, sleep more, went to Servay Putatan frequently, went to tamu Penampang and Putatan always, walk like there is no tomorrow. Feel pain in the stomach always but on and off.

16/10/10- Went to servay Putatan in the afternoon, feel the pain. i Thought it was a normal pain i usually have. went home, rest, but the pain still there. I still the feel mild pain after rest, wait as it will gone after resting. but it is not untiul 2.30 am in the morning(17/10/10)

17/10/10- I asked hubby to bring me to Rafflesia Medical Centre as i feel not comfortable at 2.30 am. reached RMC at 3 am, nurse check me but there is no opening. She said i have mild contraction. Wait for Dr Ramesh to check me. and He only show up at 10 am in the morning. He said let see for few hours. so the whole day, i only feel the mild contraction. the contraction never increase and it is just there.

18/10/10- Dr Ramesh come visit me early. Check me, said there was no opening and the baby is floating still. Dr Ramesh give me 2 choices 1) Drip, Induce and wait if i want normal delivery and 2) LSCS....so i opt for second choice. So Dr schedule me to do the LSCS at 12 pm. so i ready myse.lf. Cleaning and not forgetting wash my hair. Hubby call everyone to tell them that i'm going in the Operation Room at 12 pm.

~~~The Operating Room~~~

Was sent there at 12 pm. Baby was deliver at 12.50. and mummy was out at 1.30.
12 pm in the OT, epidural done for like 20 minutes, then baby come out at 12.50.I dropped my tears when i heard his voice crying. Dr shows me the baby and they take further action to me.cleaning, jahit2, etc

Mummy and Baby Caelan
Eye to eye for the first time. I still cannot believe he is coming from inside me.

Our first family portrait together~~Daddy, Caelan and Mummy~

Muka masih pucat and kembang..hehhe...What an experience i ever have. Wonderful experience ~~

Welcoming~~~

2010-10-22T09:14:00.002+08:00

After the long waiting, the morning sickness i've been through almost whole pregnancy, yes, almost because i still have the nausea feeling every morning before breakfast till the minute of delivery. But the worst morning sickness was during 9th-18th week of my pregnancy which i hardly eat anything and lost 5kg during that period.After that, i'm not like other pregnant woman which i have to control everything i put in my mouth so i will not become big, does not have diabetes during pregnancy and the worst i scared was high blood.But then i manage and i dont have all those that i feared. And all the patience, hope and courage from husband and family now...i pronounce~

Welcome to the world

pictures was taken 5 hours after the c-sec
BABY CAELAN JARRETH JOSEH

Born on 18/10/10 at 12.50 pm through C-sec (will update about this later)
Weighed 3.1 kg
at
Rafflesia Medical Centre, Kota Kinabalu

Ready all the way

2010-10-05T17:28:00.002+08:00

Currently, i just stay at home (Penampang) for maternity leave. i started my leave since Monday and now i'm bored to death...the due could be 7th onwards..meaning to say few days more...the exact date is between 15th to 25th....which accordingly to my first day of my period and the scan..which is more accurate? let see which is more accurate...
What i'm thinking now?? mcm mau buat c-sec saja supaya kuar cepat...cant wait to see him already.I know si baby oso cant wait to see the world already..hubby everyday ask me, blum ada tanda2 ka? since he is now still at Tambunan, just wait for my call if the time come, he always call and at the same time busied himself.
As for the preparation for the baby to arrive, everything was ready. from cloth to baby cot and to what mummy needs during confinement... Maternity bag was ready to be pick when the times come..
What really on my mind for these past few days was, mcm mana tu rasa sakit mo beranak...okay, i was ready physical and mentally...but, always wonder how is the contraction occur..how I am going to know that i am ready? what i've read on the website...some pain could be false alarm... water break could be in a large amount or small amount...or spot of blood.or a pain like period/menstrual pain .. well, different people different alarm...so how i'm supposed to know...one of my friend said, she went to toilet frequently and suddenly spot a blood.She does not feel any pain or the contraction.when she reached hospital, she was sent immediately into labor room because the opening was 7cm already.

So how's mine??? well, will blog about it when the time comes..hehe

Nah, ada kawan suda

2010-09-30T21:05:00.003+08:00

At last, we adopt a new cat from my MIL.At first, sumbung2 si kichi mo kawan2, but now, they are bestfriend. Their routine everyday are sleeping and playing. But most of the time, sleeping.

Si kichi yg sumbung nda mo bergambar...tu mata juga la kan...oppsss...the new kitten we call Bintang...why bintang? because he got spot like harimau bintang.
Look at the spot on his body..sebab tu namanya Bintang

Hello~~
love the eyes

How I wish

2010-09-23T23:05:00.005+08:00

How i wish i have life like his..

Cat's ramblings :
Sleep all day and nite(day-in the basket, nite-on the bed). While waiting all the master to sleep I sleep on the cozy couch
Enough food for breakfast, lunch and dinner for everyday
pampered all the time by 3 masters.

Chi is our only cat after 2 cats died. After grieving, now we take care of him, pampered him and feed him all the time. He loves to play peek a boo and sleep in my closet (or i rather said hide in). He plays 2-3 hours a day and the rest ---> SLEEP.
The last we weight him , he was 3.3kg only (that was before he was castration)..and now..he is getting bigger and he still in the process of growing to become adult cat...

Birth planning

2010-09-21T08:52:00.002+08:00

oo yesss....my due is almost coming...i'm 35th week i guess...well, i have 2 due date.Why 2?
First date was calculate base on my first day of my last menstrual which is 15th OCT and im actually 36th week from that...
Second date was shows by the ultrasound which is 25th OCT..which is 34th week from the date..

So maybe, i will deliver in between...or maybe earlier..Gosh..i hope everything is ready...
how i'm going to deliver?? I plan to have normal delivery but who knows what might happened in the end? So far the scan shows that the baby was in perfect position but not yet engaged.. I think i have more than enough exercise since our apartment in Tambunan is at 4th floor...and i have active lifestyle just like before pregnant. Because i just could not stay doing nothing. I must at least going to kedai to get food or something...actually that the reason so that i can do some exercise. Well, if i really have to deliver c-sec, than i will choose the 10-10-2010 or 20-10-2010. But i Just pray to God i can do normal deliver...Now im preparing myself physical and mentally...

HOLIDAY ~~~WHAT A WASTE

2010-09-18T13:08:00.002+08:00

It almost the end of the holiday..will go to school again next week, but i will on leave from 11th Oct till next year semester...oo yeahhhh
i felt like wasting the 2 week of hols spending this 2 weeks of holiday with doing nothing, resting so much and sleep a lot ...sometimes went shopping for baby...but walking around the mall/supermarket makes me tired..like super tired. Everything is almost ready...maternity bag was packed. i still need few simple things. but i still feel I am not ready yet...
I did not go any open house for this raya.....because i feel heavy~~

Baking and Photography....

2010-09-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

I am really into these two things...baking and photography...which one i really into???
i think photography...My last baking was like a year ago..why? remember when the time when we run out of sugar?? and at the same time my oven broken...until then i only baking non-bake cheese cake..but i still love cake....well, i love the cake because of the deco and the quality and i dont mind paying extra for it...mind u, if i see beautiful cake i will buy it...and end up nobody eating them....huhu..
whereas in photography, i think i am more to snap picture and edit it...i love it when i get a chance to snap beautiful/colourful/dramatic/ memorable moment/event BUT, last i hold my camera was like last March during my friend's wedding....until then, hubby ask me not to hold camera anymore because i easily tired and one thing i didnt realise when i hold camera is, i love to bend ....and his gear keep on updating and growing...now Hubby hold 2 cameras atm and nobody assist him..kesian him..the thing i can do for him now is, preparing photo album/photobook...
oo yesss, i love designing photobook, but i guess our client more on photoalbum...so now i'm finishing my wedding photobook which already hold for 1 year since our day..hehe..lama kan? i will blog about it once it done. actually i wanted to print the picture n put in album but i have to choose from more than 1ooo pics because some of the pictures was snap like 3-5 times...i just dont have time to choose...

Holidays Again

2010-09-06T09:21:00.003+08:00

well, well...another boring holiday for me...
so teachers blogger, Happy Holiday~~~~
As for me, there is nothing that i can do much...
Just doing some cleaning for the arrival of our prince..
Maybe shopping a little bit....
Hari Raya??? urm, i dunno usually just stay at home watching TV...what a boring life..
Now i preparing myself (mentally) to become mummy...(cant wait actually)
and designing photo book for hubby's client for the hols...

once again

HAPPY HOLIDAY~~~

Celebration

2010-08-31T20:07:00.006+08:00

August was fun since month of August is a month that hubby and me been waiting for...
what so special about August?
It's our wedding anniversary..
Since i am pregnant of 8 months plus2 so we did not going anywhere, but celebrate it with family..
well, the celebration was FUN..the family karaoke-ing, gambling and the bonds are getting close among family.well, after this there will no hard-core party and drinking session because there will be a baby in the house...
Our cake for the day. This cake was order from Dena. Thanx Dena for the cake. it was delicious...but i did not eat much because i have to control my glucose intake.
After all, i thank God for this wonderful journey i had with hubby till now. And i hope many many many will come...we've been couple for 9 years, engaged for 1 year and married for 1 year. oo yeah, today hubby said, we will spend our next wedding anniversary just the two of us(padahal laaaaaaamaa lagi kan)
We are now prepare for the arrival of our lil prince. Actually cant wait..but i guess the preparation was not done yet..at the same time, i am nervous.so baby, hold on okay...wait till mum and dad prepare everything. And it is only 34th week...4-6 week to go...

and lastly, Happy Merdeka Day...

psstt...we are now doing the service in designing photobook. So those who want to print ur moment pics in photobook/magazine style...u can contact me..

Update of my Belly..

2010-08-16T09:36:00.004+08:00

7 months plus or 30th week..
I am this Big..

hehe...
My friends said, cute belly..haha...and i'm controlling my weight which i only gain 11 kg so far...
11 kg-12 kg is a normal weight gaining...
but, i feel my face is expand and so my boobs and body.
my armpit and nipple is darker than before....
so lucky my legs not swollen yet...
and the scan told me to buy things all in BLUE~~~(and that makes hubby so excited)

It is 13 days to our first wedding anniversary...so the early plan was cancel...so we are going to celebrate it with family..well, i actually mengidam for this FRESH ngok2 porridge, Fresh mean the ngok just kena potong and buat bubur.bukan yang kena bli d pasar aaa... well, the family said that mesti ditunaikan..so we decide to make it on the wedding anniversary. and thinking bout that make me~~~~~liur~

Sad

2010-08-05T10:17:00.004+08:00

I wanted to blog this long time ago but the sadness still stays with me...
Remember my cat Butut or Tutut that hubby and me found at our apartment?

yess, he died after 2 days cant pee..huhu..that was my mistakes i guess..
i realised when he keep on going to his toilet but do nothing. He also follows me to our toilet and trying too pee but nothing went out. So, i remember Annie's post about her cat hardly pee.
I tot he will be OK since he still eat and drink a little...
So i waited next day to see his condition. hubby and me thinking about sending him to vet at Keningau but hubby was so busy that day and went home late as 4pm. so, we cant send him to Keningau vet, but we send him to Jabatan Haiwan Tambunan. Which i believe all jabatan haiwan knows how to treat animal. Well, he got shot (i believe it was antibiotic) and let see how the condition in three days. ok, i feel happy because atleast he got antiobiotic because there is no way we send him to any nearest Vet..
That nite, Tutut hardly walking and i'm thinking, maybe it was the drug given to him.
When i went to school that morning, he still sleep and i just give him kiss like usual.
still worried and i force hubby that we must send him to vet that afternoon. But, before noon, my brother sms me and told me that Tutut was gone. I feel so guilty for not sending him ASAP to the vet...He was only with us for few months...very good company when hubby not around, clever cat because he never poo around the house, never climb on the dining table and never makes mess...
Miss him around..how i wish another cat just like him come to our door again..or perhaps another tutut...

New toys

2010-07-27T18:10:00.007+08:00

Hey, remember last time i blog about my new upgraded DSLR..
Actually the camera was not my anny gift from hubby, because he got me new netbook.actually i am begging him my advance anny gift.yahooo...now i am no more carrying heavy notebook to class. yippeee~~!!

yess, that's my new acer aspireONE netbook. 1 kg only...well, this netbook not for editing purpose but for surfing,facebook and typing only. i am editing using my old AMD acer and sometimes using hubby's macbook PRO. right next to the netbook is our...

550D, the latest addition to our photography gears. Hubby bought this to replace the previous 450D which was sold to our member with reasonable price. I know the 450D now is under care of a good person. Hubby bought the ONLY the body so, he put the Tamron AF 17-55 f/2.8mm for wide angle purpose. Since the 550D is small and light, so hubby bought the BG-E8 Battery grip for long power supply.

the VC Tamron AF17-55mm f/2.8 was attached to the new Canon Eos 550D. Well, i have no change to play with 550D yet because hubby ask me not to....because he know i will forget everything when come to photography....
now my hand feel itchy and jealous when they went for outing...huhuhu

P/s: Honey, thanx for the gift. I like it~~~i know the spec for the netbook is limited but to avoid me carry heavy things, that's why u get it for me...thanx..

6 months 2 weeks

2010-07-20T08:36:00.004+08:00

That is me ..yeah..actually my belly not really big because i am kind of big frame...
stilll cute huh?
btw, from my weight before pregnant i only gain 4kg..but actually i gain like 9 kg..why like that?
Remember i had morning sickness earlier of my pregnancy? i lost like almost 5kg and after 4months plus...i started to gain till 9kg...but my body doesnt really shows the increasing of the fats at bump and back area...why? because i only eat rice 3 times a day but not those fancy colourful junkie .Once a while when i crave for any food, i only take a little...people said during ur pregnant time, eat for two, but actually we only need extra 600 kalories.Before pregnancy, i used to eat once rice a day, but during this pregnancy, i eat 3 times rice day...and eat more vege and healthy food like white meat.
why i must control my food intake? Since i am plus size, dr advised me to control the glucose intake...rice and bread are the foods contain high glucose..that's why im controlling it....high glucose in blood usually cause by taking sugar in the food. Even thin lady can get high glucose in blood.so i am avoiding those milk in box, ready made juices, chocolate, fatty food, ice cream. fruit also contain high sugar, but if u take less fruit,then u will get constipation.So i go for Vegetable instead of fruit.
i am now having rice 3 times a day (small quantity) with a lot of vege. other that that, I drink lot of water take supplement vitamin from clinic and Dr Xeniji from Elken.

it's only 1 months to our first anniversary but i guess, the arrivals of our lil one is the best gift afterall. oo yeah, without my knowledge hubby sold my DSLR canon 450D and upgrade it to Canon 550D with 18 megapixels. And he said, it was a gift for our anny...(will blog about it later)
I have no time to play with the new toy yet..actully our plan for our first anny was maybe go to 5 star hotel and spend a night there...Since i am pregnant for almost 8 months, i think staying a night in the hotel just a waste..well, what we can do there??? with the big belly? u think..hehe..even jalan pun penat...so we would use the money to buy things on baby and to mummy...:)

I'm not going online that much~

2010-07-14T06:47:00.002+08:00

well...regarding on my title...oo yess....i did online everyday but not like last time..i just browsing FB, read updated blog and some websites. i love to sleep all day, reading book and doing nothing...adoiii..
my day and night occupied with other things but not with computer..
I love it when i lay on our bed and feel the kicks of the baby...the kicking feels wonderful. but everytime hubby want to feel it the baby will stop moving...he said the baby might not like him so i said to him always talk to our baby. he did and happy to feel the kicking and moving. now we always spend time together to talk to baby. OK, now i cant wait the arrivals even we both worried because we dont have any experience of taking care of the baby. but we know, every parents out there also ever experience the first time right....

Nothing Much to say~

2010-07-05T07:36:00.002+08:00

The laziness keep on haunting me these days..
worried of so many things....and of course about the pregnancy..
sometimes i feel depressed not because of the pregnancy but i just dunno..
when i read others blog i feel so jealous ...especially to those going here and there vacation..because I am pregnant i cant go anywhere...huhu..actually we almost get a ticket going somewhere this year but later after that i found out that i am pregnant, which lucky enough i didnt buy....and now, like most of the time, i just stay at home. I even didnt go online because i hate (actually damn so jealous) looking friends's picture and their story..am i too early to have baby??
But, looking at the brighter side...I know the baby is our HOPE, our LOVE and our bundle of JOY...i supposed to be happy...and i know it is just a feeling....hubby and me cant wait for the arrivals. my Pregnancy was about 26 weeks and the arrival is not about 12 weeks..There are so many things to prepare and hubby getting busy with his photography which I believe the baby's luck...
one problem that worried me so much these days was the high level of glucose in blood. Mine was maximum of the normal level but if i didnt take care of what i eat, then diabetic during pregnancy will hit me..so now, i have to cut my carbohidrat and sweet drink intake which really hard for me as i always hungry...=(, have to take the test another 2 times...so now have to eat lots of vege...huhuhu

6th Month

2010-06-27T13:33:00.003+08:00

time flies so fast and i didnt even realize that i am now 6th month already..to be frank, i still havent shopping for baby...kesian si baby...actually i'm looking forward the gender of the baby, but baby still malu2 to show...hope the next visit to OB, we will know about it..if not, i have to buy all things in white... I liove it when i feel the baby kicking everyday...i cant wait the arrival...=)
now and then i hope everything will be ok....by blood HB is low since 2 weeks ago..i try the natural ways, eating all the sayuran and hati ayam, bayam but still it low..next week, i have to go and check my blood..i hope everything goes well with this pregnancy...
Last Monday was my first time wearing maternity dress and i feel good in it~~(walaupun hakikatnya nampak bulat)~
my legs (as the JM said) started swollen. and easy tired....mcm mana la mo brabis shopping ni~~

Start Bingung~

2010-06-16T08:40:00.003+08:00

i started to get blur already..why?
Yesterday i went to mall and looking for things for the newborn.
well, we hang around the pacific ngiu kee, CP area at baby's dept and ended buy nothing..
my friend suggest me to buy white or unisex cloth since we didn't know the gender yet...
but what hubby and me can see there is...the baby cloths are so small, will he/she fit in this? yess, they are so tiny which we actually don't believe we are having baby.. (what actually the first THING we supposed to buy for newborn)
there are no baby around me for more than 10 years..i mean a toddler in the house...so i never have a change to give bath, to fold baby's cloth or anything about taking care of baby...it is like a real beginning for everything...
oo yess, i think i get kicked last nite when i couldnt sleep at midnight(or morning), i read my novel when suddenly i feel tickling inside my tummy. i think the tickling goes 4 times...well, i still didnt know how is the kicking or movement of baby...of course now and days i have weird feeling about this movement in my tummy but i know it is just a desperately feeling (maybe) so i dont know what to say exactly...
cant wait for my next visit with the OB and i hope the baby showing the gender...

5 Months ++

2010-06-12T17:28:00.003+08:00

tadaaaaaa.....

erm..i know....big~~

hehe...

i love it when the belly growing..

I just cant wait the baby reveal the sex...because mommy cant wait to go shopping for u..hehe..

MIA?

2010-06-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

whooaaaa...
I think it is not too late to wish to all teachers Happy Holiday..
and Wishing happy Kaamatan to all sabahan..

well, i think it's been awhile i didnt write anything in my blog..
nothing much too tell i guess..
filling up my life with a lot of rest and rest,a little bit maternity gown and spending time with family.
Currently belly getting bigger..
still cant feel the lil one inside..the Dr said the baby is still light ...i wanted to control my appetite..but now after thinking about it, i force myself to eat...but more to healthy food..no more fatty nor sweet food..thanx God i'm not craving for any sweety food..

too bad, i still puke when i drink the milk for pregnancy..any other choice??

Dont Be selfish lar~~~

2010-05-21T18:01:00.003+08:00

well, sometimes being a selfish is a good thing..
but when u overdoing it it will conduct to KEBENCIAN other...
pssttt...
mo mengumpat ni...
my colleague back in my school keep on sms-ing me for the exam answer scheme...well, i forgot to bring the book at school...(i am now in 2 weeks course)...okay i know my fault--> forgetting the book and not doing the answer scheme before going to this course...
The thing is, i've finish email them all the answer scheme except for this 1 paper...because i forgot the book..she keep saying that she wanted to finish marking the exam paper before going back to her home..i've told her i cant back to school..the routine during the course very pack...from 8am-10/11 pm. during break we only have time for assignmentS and group discussion...even weekend we have lecture to attend...i've explain her but she refused ...
apa bezanya saya dengan dia...if i have 11 sets paper to mark, i only can do /during after the holiday while she can finish it all 1 week before the holiday...if she have to wait my scheme, then she only need 1 class and i always can email her during holiday. 1 sets paper left for marking during holiday pun she need to complain...kunun she doesnt want to fill the holiday with marking paper so she wants to finish it before holiday...tapi menyusahkah orang dan x pandai paham2...i'm so pissed of her...so what if u want ur scheme...org lain x minta2 pun..ko tu ja mengada2...

well, i know some of u must be bingung with what i've type here..well, just ignore...hehe

p/s: emotion is OK now..feel good when i get to know everyone..but still, dengar ceramah is boring...

Happy Teacher's Day

2010-05-16T21:00:00.004+08:00

Thank you teacher....
I am nothing if u didnt teach me ABC or teach me how to count
without you, i wont be here as teacher..
without you, i wont be able to share words in this blog
and without you, i wont be able to explore all the things in this world...

Happy teacher's day my dear teacher friends out there,...

aisey....jiwang plak
btw, just curi2 time to wish u teachers..because today is our special day...who will celebrate us(teacher)if we not celebrate it right?

Update pregnancy:
feel like the vomiting fully recover. no more nausea feeling...sometime i still dont believe i am pregnant, but the the tummy is growing and hubby sed as round as the full moon (banyak2 perkataan, full moon juga dia sebut)...

KISSM

2010-05-14T21:21:00.002+08:00

yeahhh... at last was called to KISSM...
but, it's only pass 1 day and i mcm tia tahan suda...but i have to be patient (ai ngam ka ejaan tu..?)
The good thing is, I meet my friend from uni and matrik...
well, i hope for good thing for the coming days...
aiyaa..apa bah sa tulis ni...
so far life is BUSY, BORING and DULL~~haha
and i dunno what to write....

The baby

2010-04-30T20:02:00.005+08:00

I am so happy to the max when i do my scan today..so do with hubby.
The baby kind of malu2..look like she/he malu2...

The pic scan shows one baby not twin aaaa, and shows that the baby ding some somersault...haha...

The baby backbone can see clearly..
the Dr said 15th week and coming to 16th in few days..
still cannot see the gender..
give me some prenatal vitamin which consist all the vitamin needed, not like the one given by Gov clinic, u have to eat like 4 pieces...and it taste yikesss...
so now i'm trying to feel the movement which i still dunno what the feeling is...some says it is like tickle..but maybe it still too soon, because some of my friend only realize it at 20th week..Cant wait the moment..=)

Time flies really Fast

2010-04-28T12:51:00.002+08:00

I didn't realized how time flies so fast..
yesterday i went to Klinik Ibu dan Anak at Tambunan and they said my pregnancy was about 15 week 3 days meaning to say...almost 4 months..waaa....napa sa buli tidak sedar..
when somebody ask me about my pregnncy, i'll tell them about 3 month plus2..rupanya 4 months ody..
no wonder my belly is big.
No wonder my kain baju kurung sempit suda..
all my short pant x selesa suda..
all this while, i was thinking still early to find the maternity wear..
Now, its time to hunt for maternity dress..ahax...wonder, mcm mana la rupa sa tu aaa...
and it is about 6 months before the due...waaa..x lama lagi oo..sempat ka aaa...
Seems that i started to blur what to get and what to do...
some of friends said, can buy baby's thing suda..but maybe i shud start at 5th month..
My morning sickness is on and Off nowadays..i didnt fell the nausea already but i still throw at nite and morning but not like last time...i can eat and easily hungry...huahuahaa

Baby Names

2010-04-22T19:52:00.004+08:00

Currently hubby and me are seeking the baby's name...
huhu..it is really hard to find one...
still early huh? well, we just too excited about it and actually it makes my MS relieves a lil bit.
Well, one thing that i realize now is i must not leave my stomach empty or I cant eat anything after that. Gastric and heartburn really hurts. I never know that before...
I cant wait for my next scan which i believe everything form already...
my belly isnt showing yet but it is getting bigger everyday..some of my officewear couldnt fit anymore...Nadia's wedding is coming...well, i hope I still can fit my dress...

I am so EXCITED~! of course about the pregnancy~

Hello 2nd Trimester~~~

2010-04-14T19:32:00.003+08:00

Hey, hello second trimester..
well, nothing much change..except that now I can eat a little bit...the nausea still there..vomiting still there but not as frequent as last time. in past 5 days (since last Saturday), i only throw out everything from my stomach yesterday...the rest of the days...can eat but small..still no appetite..and i hate chicken...especially Rendang ayam, ayam masak kurma and ayam masak kicap...and i love fish~~o yeahhh...
Now i'm applying Bio-oil to my belly. I started to feel that i have big belly...matai la sa mo cari baju ni..since I'm big size type woman..any suggestion?
ooo..Last weekend was a good weekend when i get a chance to meet some of the blogger friends. It was first time met (except to Nadia) for everyone..Happy to see u guys~ And Annie, it was good to see u because we plan to meet since last year but never had the chance..skrg suda jumpa..
Well, as usual, when u meet ur blogger friend u dont feel like stranger...
we were chatting like there is no tomorrow..
some of the common thing we shares are the wedding preparation last year and soon we looking forward for Nadia's.

This picture was taken by hubby at citymall foodcourt~from left MemelJoan, Vienne(me), Annieming, Nadia and NC

Pemalas Me~

2010-04-10T12:18:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile i did not write in my blog...geezzz..not about Lazy nor Busy
But it is all about my condition these days..
Basically I am OK...
but sometimes feel stress when u hungry but only eat none..
for the past few weeks, i have MC like 1-2 days per week..and that's not include early going home (as early as 9am) from work...blame the MS...2 more days the 12th week finish, meaning to say hello 2nd trimester...but the MS still there...hope it is getting better (which i still dont feel any changes about it =( ). Most of the experience moms said it will totally gone after 5 months....(another 2 months??)
I really want my appetite back~~~~~~~~~~

Happy Easter

2010-04-02T12:32:00.002+08:00

It's Good Friday..and it is my Birthday
well, it's been awhile i did not write any in my blog.
The pregnancy makes me lazy. Well, as u know in my previous blog, I got the terrible Morning sickness and it still there even tho my pregnancy reaching to end of first trimester.
I did not have any feeling to celebrate my birthday.
huhuhu.... i still vomit, so going out for lunch/dinner is impossible thing to do~~so i prefer just stay at home. I might go to church but it depends on the sickness i have. kalau teruk, terpaksa x pigi la kan?
i have my first scan at pregnancy 10 weeks last week and I can hear the baby's heartbeat...and that really makes me strong and since that i try to eat little. Kesian my baby if i eat nothing. The baby inside me makes me strong somehow i feel weak at first. she/he is the one who keep me alive and thinking about him/her makes hubby and me happy and the love grows stronger.

Holiday Not FUN~

2010-03-18T12:12:00.002+08:00

Im not joking.
Yesshhh, i'm 9th week and tomorrow will be 10th week.
And i feel really bad.
I couldnt get up from my bed. I cant eat anything because evertthing will go out again~~Basically I am hungry to the max. but, everything i eat/drink will go ~ And that makes me really sick. Sleep help me a lot, but if i overslept, sakit kepala la pulak..
I hate to complain because I know there is something growing inside me that really makes me happy~ i just have to be strong

Butut

2010-03-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile i did not give update about my Butut...
Currently he is so lazy, lazy and lazy..
He sleep all the time and here's the outcome...

Weekend

2010-03-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

Thanx for all the wishes, the Pray from the previous post.
I am happy to the Max.
Btw, I am here in Tambunan for the rest weekend. Reason~~kena berjimat untuk cuti sebab gaji lama lagi~
Dry season is a season where i always cant stand with the heat. In Penampang it a must to have air-cond or fan(more than 1). Tambunan nowadays is hot too... i always feel uneasy. The morning sickness getting worst. Sometimes lead to vomit, which i try not to.
I still can cook, but eat less. I'm not the kind hate the smell, i just lost my appetite, sleep more than i supposed to. Everytime i feel hungry i eat banana. I dont like food with coconut milk or anything with milk like ice cream.
I do drink the maternity milk. they said good for the growing fetus.
Everytime i feel like vomitting, i take sweet like hacks.
Currently i spend my time reading about pregnancy. and i found out this Link very nice. People share about their pregnancy. and they also shares their body figure after deliver...
and they give me strength to be more strong thru this pregnancy and stop complaining about the morning sickness which is only simple thing (which i make it worse)...

I'm Happy and Blessed~~~

2010-03-03T17:48:00.003+08:00

Hey, remember my previous post about something but not confirmed yet,...

Yeahh and it's confirmed since last week.

Hubby and my prayer has been answered. and yess...

I'm Pregnant of 7 weeks or coming to 8 weeks.

I just hope everything will be fine during the pregnancy because this is my first time.

i've monitor my period since 2months before my wedding and trying to conceive after the wedding in August.Everytime my period was about to come, I will really monitor it, if it is late for 2 days I sure go get the pregnancy test, but next morning after that, or the day when i bought the kit, sure the AF will come...seee...~~and hubby will say try again next month...

Until early month of February, the due of AF comes and i still not bother to check because i wait until maybe the fifth day. But then, it still not arrive so i give a check with Kit Pregnancy test, and double line was there but the other line shows very faint line. So, it cannot convince myself, so i visit Dr. Still, it was faint line, the DR said, he was not convince that i'm pregnant and still too early to do the scan. At that time, i feel a bit disappointed. I'm sure I am pregnant. So i waited again until a week, AF still not come, i feel nausea all the time, and I do the check with Kit again. And the Kit shows two clear lines and I feel happy. A week after that, i went to see the DR again, tell him about the Kit and he do scan...Yess can see the SAC already. And i'm positive pregnant about 7 weeks (that time).

If u ask me about the Morning Sickness, yesshhh, i have it..really bad. My appetite lost. I feel like vomit, but nothing out. Easily tired and sleepy all the time. I did not fancy food anymore. But i've heard that, morning sickness shows the the pregnancy is in good condition. Again, i'm hoping for the best.

And today, i went to Klinik Ibu dan Anak here in Tambunan and everything was fine I am pregnant of 8 weeks in few more days... I am happy (but not the morning sickness part)...hubby excited too...

Sabahan Blogger Gathering

2010-02-28T19:44:00.006+08:00

It was held in Lembah Impian just next to place where I stay.

When we (hubby and me) reached there, there already full of the blogger. I think we are the almost last person to come.

So, Daniel and chegu Carol were the first one approaching us..and was introduced to everyone...malu2 kucing at first but after that, hilang suda malu..

Get to know everyone else which most them i read their blog.

All who comes.. Picture courtesy of uncle Greg's FB

I'm happy because i get a chance to ge to know to all.Hubby happy tooo, because he get to know new of the PhotoG ...and the girls, of course we talk about erm....well, u know girls' talk..:)

p/s: i dunt take picture...huhuh, because...one reason..MALAS

Weekend~~nothing to do

2010-02-26T20:10:00.002+08:00

oo yeshh...weekend here in Penampang again. no mood to hang around.

too Hot and now i wish i'm at Tambunan.

weekdays was awesome. The MSSD Tambunan was great and our school Win again for the 3rd time. As a couch i'm proud with my athletes. Especially those who i train with. most of them get medals and i'm happy for them.

Due to 3 days sport, walking around the sport complex as a official Photographer, i am now has burnt face. Now, i dunt have the guts to jalan2....i'm thinking, going or not to Lembah Impian tomorrow with my face condition.

But ye, i'm sure going...the place just next to my house....hehe

Another weekend in Tambunan

2010-02-21T16:45:00.002+08:00

It still long way for the next Pay day, so hubby and me decided to not going home to Penampang home to save money....geesss, when going back to Penampang, sure the $$$$ flows like running water.

I know people like us will soon die if we ever stay here but we found things that we can do while here.

So yesterday, hubby, me and 3 of my students went to swimming at Kaingaran River. Its been awhile i did not touch river or swim in it. And i feel really enjoy. And i do enjoy the freshness of air near the river. I found out that Penampang-KK now complaining over the heat there. well, I'm so lucky here that i always feel cold here. Need to wear sock at night and the fan only turn to no 1 or 2.

Other than that, TV, games and photography are other activities we do here. Ooo, we get healthy food and guess what, i can do exercise almost everyday....=)

Well, now I know Tambunan was not that bad. Sorry to say to people Tambunan, when a person like me who use to be raised in the city (or near city) it is such a sick when u go to a place where there is no Cinema, No place to hang out or shopping as well.

But now, i dunt care...as long as i am happy together with hubby, then it it is OK.

Better late than never

2010-02-16T19:16:00.005+08:00

hoho...

I think it is not too late to wish all the Chinese friend and to those celebrate Chinese New Year...

Gong Xi Fatt Chai

(Picture courtesy of Google)

May the AUuummmm Year will always come with Prosperities, Good Life and Happy Life.

As for me, I'm not actively going to open house because of things happen lately. There are bad and Good things happen recently.

By the way, I'm almost feel Joy but i think i keep it first for myself until it is confirmed.

Miss my Butut at Tambunan Home. He was taking care by someone who stay at our house there.

OO yaaa..almost forgot...

Happy Valentine day (i mean Belated) to those who celebrate it too...there is nothing special for on this day..really no special, because valentine is just like any other days...

Event on February

2010-02-08T21:05:00.004+08:00

February is a busy month...

we have 2 sport events to organize.

1 wedding to cover

and CNY and time for visiting friends...hope can make it all...

I'm not complaining just giving some updates after weeks of silence.

Currently I always feel headache, easily tired and always angry...maybe that was due to the busy days I have. Pity my hubby always got scold. So lucky that he always patient with me..

oo ya..February pay day was so early..as early as 8th...50++ days for the next pay day..

So budgeting is needed and we are gonna use money as wise as possible...or else, terpaksa kurik tabung oooo.so maybe no shopping or visiting malls...lucky that during CNY most of the shops will close...

picture courtesy from Google

January was ended

2010-02-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

i never thought this February comes that fast..
I still feel like it was last week we celebrated christmas and New Year...
Well, nothing much to tell (or picture to show)..
Just wanna tell u guys, i.m getting tan...super tan..hoho..
School sport will be over this week (Friday)..
And we will have 1 week CNY hols...better better go somewhere else dating with hubby kan?
then after CNY, there will be another sport which is School SPort Tambunan District Level (MSSDT) and we are the host..I likey..i always love sports...currently i'm coaching the 'pejalan kaki' for 3000m, 5000m and 10000m...and I like it very much..hua hua hua..and i have my time for Jogging ..and they help me to do my sit-up~~~

His Birthday~~

2010-01-24T20:56:00.007+08:00

Well, we only have very simple birthday celebration when we kinda saving money for our car's anniversary (u know what i mean right?).
And lucky, hubby only want Pizza Hut for his birthday.
So we a day before his birthday, we went Pizza hut. I feel so grateful that he is not very choosy one...a simple wish and simple dish always OK for him. But of course among all the restaurant he will choose his fav Pizza Hut because he so loves the...

not pizza but the chicken wing..hot and spicy one...but of course we have the regular pizza...
the next day..
yours truly gave his favourite

♥Cheese cake♥

This is non bake cheese cake which is taste like ice cream and the most important thing is, the cake was made with all the love from ...me..=)
i know the cake looks not pretty because he said he want just a simple cake. And my hand not steady to write on cake anymore~.
and lucky that I always have cream cheese in my fridge..
As for his birthday give, let it be just a secret between us **wink**

Practise..Sport

2010-01-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

Been busy with so many plan...
now our school busy with the upcoming school sport.
My favourite season...=)
So, now i'm busy with coaching the athlete, and it just started today...only almost one hour under the cloudy weather (no sun but still hot) now i look...

Burnt..
I forgot to apply sunblock. When i reach home, i just realize the sunblock was bought 2008..not dare to use anymore...
so i hope can borrow from collegue tomorrow...
and update about Butut.

*He sleep on Hubby's leg*
Butut getting fat..hehe..he so playful, loves to run and jump around.
He catch bird fly into the house

*Burung yang banyak di luar flat*

and sleep like a baby...

Presenting ...........

2010-01-14T17:41:00.007+08:00

Si Butut..the newcomer to the fam...
hahaha..
weird isn't..
Usually i am more into dog, but it is a huge decision to keep cat as a pet.
Well, I love animals..what can u say...
i just hate when my pet lost or died....
so, here he is...

*the lazy Butut..
why Butut..i dunno...i just think of that name...
Hubby call him tutut..

*sangat2 manja..

*can u see how we bond already?
(mind the t-shirt and wet hair, just come back from school pre-sport aka sukantara)

tu mata juga la sa suka..(sama pula tu couch sama tu bulu dia)

and i just realise, he loves the flash light

I thought...

2010-01-13T19:53:00.003+08:00

Teaching form 1 will makes me irritating...but it was not. First i show them my super-duper fierce face (well my face doesnt really shows..but my voice is)..well, for the beginning, i think it was OK..

*updates for the week
this week will totally busy. We have cross country on Tuesday. As usual i was the Photographer for the event.

start**

* i'm in the car

* the crowd during prizes giveaway

Tomorrow will be the the sukantara. I don't mind if i get darker because, i have no worries, but i mind if i got burnt...

OO yaaa..we have kitten in Tambunan home..
we found him downstairs and he follow us to our door. first time we only gave him food. after second time, then we allow him to enter the house. now he play in the house. he quite clever because he know to poo poo in the toilet. and he can catch bird.
will take his picture later..hehe

Plan~

2010-01-08T22:32:00.003+08:00

It's Hubby birthday soon~
I just have no idea where to celebrate.
Staying in the hotel? but where?
dinner for US?again, where? he so not into those fancy2 food..choosy one..
Present for him? i know he wish for camera lens, but i am sure cant afford it.
no idea...anyone can give suggestion?

First day~~

2010-01-04T12:00:00.004+08:00

Nothing Much happen today..
most of the work has be done before the school close last year.
The most busiest teacher today are those who are class teacher.
Lucky I dont have class after recess, so i prepare the learning task for tomorrow.
Cant wait to see again my student tomorrow.
7 new teachers come to our school, 2 moved from other school, 5 are fresh graduate from Uni.
so, life as teacher start again. This year will teachCHemistry SPM for one class only. Happy**

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-01T19:19:00.004+08:00

I think it's not too late to wish huh?
Happy New Year..
Again we countdown to the New Year together( the whole family) with

STEAMBOAT (and this is only the few of the food, must snap before start eating or i forgot)

and

BBQ (my fav all the time)

when the clock strike 12 am, we all watching the fireworks around the house. Too bad we dont have one.. *finger cross* next time must get!

SO, Resolution for 2010?

well, im not going to say to lose weight again....

1. Get extra SAvings into my ASB,
2. Vacation (Still thinking where to go)
3.Business better than last year
4. To love and become a superGOOD wife, sister, daughter and friends to everyone.
5. Less shopping

hehehe..not too much huh?

i think i just want moderate for the year of 2010. And how i wish we have some miracle between Mr and MRS Joseh..

New Layout again

2009-12-30T10:03:00.003+08:00

it's almost New Year, i think i'm in mood to change everything.
For those link has been disappeared during the process, just drop comment ya...

2009For me...

2009-12-29T18:19:00.003+08:00

Well i believe all of us now counting the New Yearof 2010..
Another year...will plus again the age.
Let see first my RESOLUTION for 2009. We see if i fullfill it..
1. Lose and lose weight again.(yeahhhh, I mnage to lose weight before the wedding and maintain it for some quiet time BUT Gaining it before end of year)
2. Be a great teacher (as always, i guess)
3. Be a great sister and daughter (well, this one u have to ask dad and brothers)
4. more kind in heart(u have to ask my hubby and ppl around me)
5. generous???(i think i m because well i cant tell u where goes the charity i put right>)
6. Be Pretty and cute all the time( this is absolutely yes) haha...call me perasan, because i am..

Year of 2009 is one good year for me after all because:
1. I get Married on 29 August 2009 and it will change my life forever
2. I really have wonderful, caring, understanding and great Husband
3. I have great family as always eventho i have some jerksssss
4. I get my Perlantikan (not confirmed yet)
5.I went to Sabahan Blogger Gathering for the first time.
6. Even tho i have annoy friends who always stabbed me from behind, but i still know i have more friends that she is..
7, The business are just nice as a part time (hobby become business)
8. Went to vacation with hubby and friend
9. And the list goes on...

by the way, the new resolution will post soon...i have to think about it..

Christmas Was GREAT

2009-12-28T15:52:00.006+08:00

I have a great Christmas this year.

i bet everyone has wonderful Christmas.
Now waiting for the year to end and hope Coming Year is always better than this year.
i still have the Christmas mood. And i hate to think that next week is start your engine for work again.

The Family..

Hubby and me

hubby and me under the christmas tree

Christmas Eve

2009-12-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

Just wanna wish everyone

~~MERRY CHRISTMAS ~~

Have a blessed christmas
and May God Bless u all~~

love my dress, love my new hairstyle, love the family dinner, love everything.
The family almost complete.
How I miss mummy~may Her soul rest in Peace

SUGAR

2009-12-23T09:54:00.000+08:00

NO SUGAR!!!
Macam mana mo buat cake ni????

2009-12-22T08:45:00.002+08:00

Christmas is around the corner~~~
Actually i feel there are still many things to be done..
The house not cleaning yet~~Nanti2 la kan
i've thinking wut to cook for this christmas..
The main dish is Nasi Ayam Special ~

Basically we will have
1) Roasted chicken from my microwave
2) chicken +potato
3) sweet and sour pork
4)hinava or pinasakan (let's see if i have time for hunting fish)

dessert:
1) special Bandung
2) Puding (type depend on my mood)
3) Jelly
4) Fruit salad (still on my mind)

Cake
Fruit cake~~hoho i'll cut my second tier wedding cake...
Cheese cake (non-bake and bake) peach and blueberry
Chocolate cake with rich cake topping
*ikut mood, maybe black forest (itu pun kalau sempat)
anyone wanna help me with the cake?

By the I invite all my blogger friends to come~~ but please tell me earlier so that i can prepare foods enough for everyone...
~~waaa, cant wait for christmas, i'll be very busy then

Xmas is around the corner

2009-12-15T16:50:00.006+08:00

I know i suppose to blog about manila trip part 3, but seems im not into it..
i just cant wait for chrismas..
christmas tree was up yesterday..

without light

with light
and im so happy with my Christmas tree. usually my brother will do that part. but seem i have to do it alone and that include cleaning the house. but i only do part of front house.
Now, i'm thinking what to cook for chrismas open house. Any suggestion?
Baking cake will do next week..
chocolate cake and fruit cake are the main cake in list..oppss...no baking fruit cake this year because i save it from my wedding...it still in the fridge oo...
hehehe

Manila Trip part 2

2009-12-10T22:48:00.007+08:00

Part 2 start with day 3.
We packed again our bag and keep our bag in our guide's car.
Again we breakfast at the same place.

They famous with their Lugao, Asado, Makchang, rice ball, and pau. We eat breakfast for 3 days here.

After we had breakfast, we went again to Chinatown at Diversoria (that was the guide told us) to get DH dart set. Hubby was so happy when he saw the dart set he find was so cheap..
Then we go to Kiapo and 168 Shopping Mall. Again, there were stall with real cheap things. cheaper than Green Hills.But there were so many people. it was so crowded where u hardly move. I bought Juicy Handbag, Sandal and cloths (again)..~sigh~

This is a place on the way to SM Mall of Asia.

Manila Cathederal

~Us~ Mall of Asia

I didnt buy anything at Mall of Asia because i already buy things at Green Hills and 168. Once u already cheaper things, u wont looking to the expensive things.i just adore their chrismas deco. I want to buy the deco but hubby did not allow me. He said no more place after my things..huhuhu.
Basically, Day 3 only shopping and less sight seeing..
Since we finish our whole day at here and there, the guide suggest us to stay at 12 hours hotel. So we agreed. Since our bag will be in his car for the rest of the day and only stay at hotel at night. so he send us to Winston Hotel. it so cheap where we can have our own room~o yeahhh~~~hubby and me have our own room~

Manila Trip Part 1

2009-12-09T17:41:00.018+08:00

When we landed our feet in Airport Clark we all felt delighted.
we arrived there about 4pm and Sherwin our guide was waiting for us with my name printed on cardboard.
The journey to Manila is about 2 hours. we stopped at Petrol for our pre-dinner.

The next stop our guide bring us to have Lechon Babuy..nice one..

The Lechon Babuy for Dinner

The we heading to our Hotel because one of the friend was dizzy, jet-lagged .
SO, we just rest in our Hotel that day. Our hotel was Indah Hotel Manila..the place just near to one of the SM shopping Mall.
The next morning (second day), we packed again our things and waiting for our guide. Why we packing? because I only booked 1 night hotel, and the next day will be hunting for other hotel.
So, we just kept our stuff in our guide's car. Went to breakfast. i just love the Lugao+meat ball+chicken (Lugao=porridge) and it was nice but i cant finish eat because the bowl was so big.

The meat ball Lugao

so learn few words.
Asado=char siew
Magandang = Pretty..
After breakfast, we went to China Town for digging some gold... Actually there were many shops selling cheap 14K gold.. so i bought bangle for me, DH bought necklace and bracelet for MIL, so we got free earring for me...o yeahhh..

After shopping the gold, we went to see the miracle church. It was a big crowd there because the day we were day was..urggghh i dunt remember what's the day they call..but we dont get a chance to get in the church.iThe miracle Church

We walk around the china town. They sell very cheap at China Town, cheaper than any Shopping Mall in Manila.
Later after that we went to Green Hills shopping Mall. There are so many trade-in latest collection of handphone. There are also many stalls selling cloths, shoes, accessories and etc. I am so rambang mata ooooo.It was like stalls in Pasar KK but in aircond place .and I finish few hundred (Malaysian Ringgit)...and, i forgot to take picture..huhuh...
so we end up our day at Green hills with lotsa shopping bag and hunting a hotel to stay...

~me at Rizal Park...

Second nite at Manila we stay at Bell-Air Soho Hotel. nicee place to stay...one room, 2 bed 1 couch, with sink and refridgerator and toilet. So again, we all packed in one room...
ok enuff for now...
internet connection is slow..uploading picture was like h**l...
post the second day later

Unpacking

2009-12-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

I'm Home...
feeling sick...my ear is pain..still pain because of the air pressure on plane..
i still cough because of cold drink or maybe the weather?
i ate rice (bubur nasi) during the vacation...damn..
i'm going to start the detox soon...*finger cross*
i'll post the picture of my vacation later..
still headache..
overall it was a wonderful trip ..
i've browsed to few of blogger friends
i know someone already listed what she wants for xmas..
someone has coming to her 13th week of preganancy..,
and annie, sorry to hear bout ur loss..
i know somebody has finish her 7 days detox plan (i'm jealous because i've eat a lot last week)
and will continue again the blogwalking tomorrow

Happy Advent

2009-12-02T06:33:00.004+08:00

oo yesshhh..At last I cant wait...i'm packing! All thing was settled. That includes the hotel and transportation and places must visit...
I'm GOING to Manila with hubby and my dear friends. 5 of us will go together...ooo..i'm so likey going vacation in small group. and i like organizing something like this...we've been planning this 5 days 4 nights trip since May and the purpose of this trip is CHRISTMAS SHOPPING~lalalala~~

Talking about Christmas. we still havent put Christmas deco.will do at after i return..i still dunno what is the theme for christmas deco...maybe red-white? we didnt put christmas deco last year because..read here...
but like always we will have our open house and christmas deco.
OK that's all....
Will be off from FB and blog for 5 days from tomorrow..

1st week of Holiday

2009-11-29T14:35:00.007+08:00

1st week of Holiday was nice...
We went to Kuala Penyu together with hubby to cover wedding photography. but we went there a day before the wedding because we wanna spent a night alone. Alone means no internet, no phone, no wi-fi and etc.
OO yesh, Tempurung Seaside Lodge is great. The place is just nice for another 1 nite honeymoon I can say..erk, masi honeymoon ka aa??? aiseh, it's only 3 months bah from our wedding, so it is still honeymoon mood..it is such a hiding paradise. Hubby and me just love to go here and there no matter far or near to explore beaches and place. You never know where are the great places if u didnt go right? Something like I never go to Monsopiad Cultural Village which is only 2 min driving from my house.Because i only love beaches and green place. Some more, the monsopiad's culture is also our culture too...so apa mo tinguk kan?

At Kuala Penyu, there is nothing...i mean i did not explore what's the life there...but we went to the Sawangan Jetty, and i love there.. the place is beautiful, calming and relax..

Jetty at Sawangan Beach.I love the waves..

The cameraman in action...haha..he actually shot for the sky... and the model(kunun2) was my brother.
After taking some pictures at Sawangan Beach, we went to Tempurung Seaside Lodge, where our stay for the night.

The sunset at Tempurung Seaside lodge. The two lovebird was my brother and his gf. OO yaa...his gf is from Kuala Penyu...
The Tempurung Seaside Lodge..nice place to stay..with the warm welcoming from the staff there, with the food...the hot shower and the room. you can hear the waves sound at night...so peacefully..The dinner we have... Hubby got 2 bowl of rice because did not eat the rice... :)
but i eat all the veggies and the fish...hoho...
Weekeend just great but tired because we busy cover wedding picture for 2 days...

1st week second day

2009-11-24T13:49:00.004+08:00

It was PAYDAY
but..
I am SICK!
cough, sore throat, dizzy...
Hols started with sick-->NOT GOOD
FOOD? well what u can think i want to eat if i'm sick?
i want nothing but ice cream...
Please sick, leave me alone...

9 days to go...vacation vacation..and please sick, Leave me alone..
Dear God, please help me, please let me heal...i really wanna go for this journey..it was planned since 5 months ago...and let not anything happen before, during and after our journey.

P/s: will reveal where i am going later

It is Officially START

2009-11-20T12:19:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY

Happy Holiday...
Enjoy your Holiday~~

*pic from Google

Monday Blues

2009-11-16T11:03:00.005+08:00

Today is Monday and feel so bored.
i feel i am going to have this migrain.
Less work actually. Better than last week.
One more week before holiday. But we already given the timetable for one week meeting.
We have to come to all meeting, so no exception or escape ooopsss.
Doesnt mean we all relax this week, every meeting has its point and thing-to do for coming year.
it is 1 month and plus to 2010 and we already given the assignment for coming year. If not, double trouble when the school start.So better finish this year for this year.
So, who said it is easy to become teacher?
When the school opening next year, it will be another busy bee

Update of 99HTN:
well, havent eat rice Since my last post about eating rice.
I am happy to the max.
But the weight seem still static. meaning i did drop weight but not even 1Kg.,...hehe..so no need to update the Kg laa..(Basically i need time to lose weight)
so i did not eat rice, what i eat?
I always take bee hoon soup or bread in the morning. Lunch always vege or sandwich or bun (depend on my mood). I cook meat and vege for my husband so i eat together with him. I cook rice just enough for him so i didnt get a chance to eat rice. Sometime i cook Tomyam soup+beehun for myself. I did not feel tired at all because i drink a lot of water.

Weekend so boring

2009-11-15T06:33:00.002+08:00

This weekend was a boring weekend. It's Sunday and i still dunno what to do. Seems boring to me. I miss Penampang Home, my dad and the dogs.
Why are we still in Tambunan?
because the pay day still long to go and if we are in Penampang Home, sure money consuming will be use like there is no tomorrow.
So we just stay home do cleaning and trying to finish all the food in fridge which is almost finish.
We spend much time in front of PC and me? of course decorate my farmville wink*wink* and watching drama in mysoju.com.
What a boring life i have here...
OK i better get ready to church
Lets pray for everyone out there...

Nasi Nasi oo nasi...

2009-11-11T17:08:00.003+08:00

Live between people who ate rice is a big challenge for me..oo yesss..
I ate rice last weekend because of my cousin's wedding(will post about it later).
But i eat i 1 tablespoon only together with all the food display..yummy, yummy food, who can resist..
and on Monday, and yesterday i manage not to eat rice...oo yeshhh, big clap for me..
but no today..
i went to school canteen for breakfast (because i wake up late) and so sad, i dunt have anything to eat except for fried rice, white rice and fried Mee. I dont like fried mee. so i have to opt for white rice =(..yesss, white rice. 2 tablespoon of rice is enough together with small fish+sayur banyak2..huhu..so, tomorrow i must bring my own sandwich+cereal 3 in 1 for breakfast...
...huhuhu..
but nevermind..
i still have so many days..
i eat small portion.
i hate the school canteen even more..
i have no choice...
they cooked rice and all the vege and fish and meat for breakfast...
aren't they supposed to prepare all the mee hoon, the bread or whatever lighter than rice???
so, morale of the story: bawalah tapau ke sekolah, and jgn lambat bangun...

Countdown~~~

2009-11-11T07:29:00.003+08:00

whoopss...i am not talking about countdown to Christmas or anything else..I am countdown of all this work loads end..damn...i have so many works and i hate to do all these..really..i dunt like..i dont like what was school look like now..everyone looks terrible and shouting and yelling. and meeting and report and report and meeting again and function again..kesibukan yang teramat sangat...2 meetings in a day for 2 different events and that makes me crazy. and i still have analysis to be finished.
Ok last weekend damn so tired as my Cousin Donny was married and of course marriage is something i always look forward. =)
owhh..November, just realised it is November ..hehehe...i am now counting the day of~~PAY DAY~~i am so broke now~i have no money, i guess everyone is(especially the Government staff) because the last pay Day is 7th of October..so the delay is kind of LONG~lucky all the debt was paid, so i have no worries...
December..December..Hope everything will be OK ...
hehehe..because i will go somewhere together with Dh and dear friends..somewhere..
i dont want to reveal here because, takut tidak jadi..
OK, enough for now!

2 days

2009-11-05T16:10:00.002+08:00

Today is my second day without Rice...i said without Rice doesnt mean i dont eat. I just NOT eating rice.but i still eat 3 times a day on time. hehe..
A bit hectic week for me this week, with events and mark analysis(must submitted by Monday) I feel tired even i only appointed as photoG during events. but still, it was tired because i walk around using my heels.
i feel like easy to sick because i have gastric so bad and it become worst when i get headache. I couldnt have enough sleep as i always wakeup in the middle of sleep =). I feel terrible. ooopss....all of this happened not because i didnt eat Rice OK, because i ever try not to eat rice for years and it wont harm me at all. I just start to eat rice when i move to Tambunan because, i have no choice. Now, i know already how to makes u full by not eating rice. I feel sick because of this load works and tired.

oo yaa, for U who have interested with this contest u can check it Here.

99 days without rice..

2009-11-03T19:45:00.003+08:00

Okay, for ur info I just join this one Malaysian contest
99HTN
which is mean, 99 Hari Tanpa Nasi?
hah? 99 days?
so i supposed not to eat rice starting from 1 Nov until next year.
because, ur weight will increase faster when u eat carbo too much.
That is very true. The contest allow u eat anything 3 times a day everyday but must not eat rice?
waaa.. can i survive? YES i can..but isnt it weird when u go for buffer Lunch dinner during wedding reception and u eat everythhing but not rice?
oowh, i just plan to go to wagamama to eat sushi (to finish the rm50 sushi voucher X 2). But isnt the sushi rice is better than other rice?
for the previous 3 days i ate rice in the morning but few spoon only(i have to eat rice at school because we did not have many choices).
and drink milo afternoon+bread and only eat lauk pauk for dinner. Tomorrow, i'm challenging myself not to eat rice...

I'm not torturing myself for not eating rice. I still eat but not Rice. I still can eat bread or anything that can give energy.Mee hoon + tofu will do also or maybe i will tapau bread for breakfast tomorrow at school.
Wish me luck Ok?..

Late Halloween post

2009-11-02T16:19:00.007+08:00

Saturday was awesome! Having great day with friends and fellow bloggers (even i barely know them)
On saturday morning Hubby and me went to Kg Pogunon for our friend's engagement day since She asked us to photographed the event. we are so pleased...

They are engaged Cinthia and Alvin @kaduk

After that, we heading home then get rest and prepare for the SBG gathering.It was my first gathering and first costume party. Everyone comes with the superb costume ( i really have no idea where they get those costume).And i just dont believe they put so much effort on their makeup. Maybe the Gathering is just OK but i get to know few people. Yes few only rather than none rite? i like the perfomance so much... and hey, i won the lucky draw of skin(eye) tightening from Dermsense worth RM800. wink*wink* happy!~~

well, i think i am suit with happy witch since i was the one who always come with smile

Yess, that was me..all the time with smile...hehehe

Cake cutting caremony..i like the cake

Teachers in action...

erm...lelabu..

Chegu carol and me

Dazeree, Joan, Vienne, Fenelly ad Sheila

I love Joan's emotion..

and I just cant help myself from not smiling because i just love to smile..

(All picture by Joseh's 50D Canon collection)